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Friday, December 31, 2010


I don't really know what I'm doing tonight but I'm sure it will be amazing (or I'm praying it will be)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

The fact that I kept going on about how I was so proud of myself for being less shy around people, especially at work makes me so happy.
I'm friends with everyone at work and I love all the people I work with.
Work is all I talk about because I'm working more than I have since the summer but I really want to ask for a promotion to be a crew trainer since I'm clearly a McDonalds lifer.

I'm so tired of going out of my way to go downtown only to wander around like a drunken fool and not get into bars.
I mean, I love spending time with my friends who live there but I just want to get drunk and dance at a club for once.
I got myself so goddamn lost in downtown Toronto last night and was so drunk that I got into a car with some random guy. Like so sketchy.
HOW THE FUCK I ENDED UP AT BATHURST STATION I'LL NEVER KNOW
but what I do know is...when in trouble just cry because when people see you crying they will help you out.
idk I'm dumb bye.

Saturday, December 25, 2010


fuck all you hoes
get a grip

let them talk
it ain't my fault
let them stay
let them snitch
let them be
let them die
let them hate
it ain't my fault they at the bottom
let them stay
let them say
let them lie
let them snitch
let them be
let them die

Merry Christmas


Thursday, December 23, 2010

The only things I want for Christmas is money so I can pay my rent at the end of this month and my best friend.
I'm going to have no money left over from Christmas unless some stupid fuck decides to give me a giftcard.
My life is fucking sad. I'm not even going to get to go home for Christmas because of my fucking job and the fact that I can't afford to spend Christmas break sitting on my ass and partying.

I need Matt to get here so we can cuddle.
Bye.

Last nigh I dreamed I got promoted to team leader at McDonalds.
THIS IS WHAT I DREAM ABOUT.
My dreams are so sad.
Plus we all know I'm never getting promoted.
LOL

THIS FUCKING SONG RIGHT NOW

BLOWING MY MIND

Monday, December 20, 2010

I still can't get over the fact that I went to my friends house to drink on Friday night and barely socialized with anyone. I'm embarrassed of the way I am. Like who goes to a party and just sits there and get's drunk by themselves? Who sits there and waits for someone to think they are interesting enough to take two seconds of their time to talk to or see if they are ok or find out why they sitting by themselves?

These are the kinds of things I fucking do and I hate myself for it. I hate me for putting myself in a situation where I acted like this. I know this isn't a big deal but like most things, it is a big deal to me.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Everyone's facebook status today is all about how they are so hungover and about how much fun they had last night.
I think I'm done with partying until Chantel's birthday. Last night my night consisted of bed, warm blankets, watching castle in the sky, internetz, very little clothing and smoking.This what what I do when I'm by myself U JELLY? Best Saturday night eva.



MY BELLY BELLY BELLY ROCKIN EVERYWHERE

Saturday, December 18, 2010

The next week is going to be dedicated to me and getting my life together.
Spending long amounts of time, alone, cleaning, watching movies, working out, going to work.
So oddly stoked.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Who the fuck let me dress myself or live for that matter?
3 years ago me...die


There's monsters at home
I feel so alone

My favorite foods

* Jello
* Canned soup
* Pears
* Marshmallow Fluff
* Green Tea
* Skim Milk
* Nesquick Strawberry Flavor Milk Mix
* Spaghetts
* Diet Coke With A Shot of Vanilla in it
* Fudge Sundaes
* Curry Chicken Flavored Mr. Noodles
* Fried Eggs
* Shrimp Chips
* Cherry Tomatoes/ Regular Tomatos
* Crunchy Peanut butter
* Tuna
* Pabst Blue Ribbon Light
* Hot Sauce
* Baby Carrots
* Masala Flavored Hummus
* Shrimp Rings
* Baby Carrots
* Mixed Canned Beans
* RADIATOR PASTA
* Gin
* Extra Spicy Chicken Wings
* Sushi
* Miso Soup
* Tonkatsu
* Mustard
* Raw Hot Dogs

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Plans for this winter break

watch a shitload of animated movies including:

Yellow Submarine (preferable while high) shit looks trippy as hell
The Thief and the Cobbler
Secret Of NIMH
The Secret of Kells
The Triplets of Belleville
Ponyo
Legend of The Guardians : The Owls of Ga Hoole
Millenium Actress
Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind
Howl's Moving Castle
Felidae
Megamind
Fantastic Mr. Fox
Summer Wars
Castle in the Sky
Fantastic Planet (looks absolutely terrifying but I'll give it a try)
Mary & Max
Persepolis
Princess
Whisper of the Heart
Pom Poko
Only Yesterday
Kiki's Delivery Service
My Neighbor Totoro

Monday, December 13, 2010

On Saturday I went downtown to Sneaky Dees and used my passport (aka my real ID cause I haven't had a real one in a year) for the first time.
Other than the fact that I've begun to dress like an old lady, life has been pretty alright. I finish exams this week but I'm not going home for the holidays.

Found this on the washroom stall in the TTC bathroom. Pure class.
yeyeyeyey

30 day challenge, day 19

Disrespecting your parents

This is dumb.
I don't live with my parents.

I decided that down here in Rexdale I can't/will not be friends with any girls other than my roommates because all the girls I meet down here are stupid, annoying hoes.
BOYS AS FRIENDS FOREVA!!!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

UGGGGG THIS IS JUST GOING TO BE ANOTHER STUPID CRUSH.
FUCK THIS.

Friday, December 10, 2010

I don't want to go to sleep

cause I have bad dreams. My mom tried to convince me that my room was haunted because I hear a woman screaming in my dreams and I can still hear it when I wake up. I can't even explain the dream I had last night but all I really remember was that I was sleeping in what looked like my grandmothers living room and people had died in that room in the dream. What the fuck. :(

My rat goes crazy after I clean her cage

she's all like " I have to put all this nice bedding that you put in my cage all neat into one fucking corner and make a shit ton of noise doing it so you can't sleep at night. Thnx bitch lol. Clean out my cage again soon."

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Pictures of me cause I'm a vain bitch and I love myself

Today I bought knee high tights. They fit alright but they'd fit better if my legs were skinnier so imma work on that. So here's me just in case you missed me. Yay.

some bow I bought, you know...cause I need more bows....I'm not actually this skinny, it's just the lighting cause there's no fucking way my stomach actually looks like that. Boo hoo.

Oh and I'm going to try to leave my hair wavey forever cause I like the way it looks.

HOPE U HAD FUNTYMEZ BYE

This song ♥

You know how subatomic particles don't obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere, and bang! Energy! That's the great thing about the universe. It's unpredictable. That's why it's so much fun.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

30 day challenge, day 18

Your beliefs

This is too broad of a subject...
I don't know.
I believe that there is no such thing as a faithful relationship.
I believe that to get something, you have to work for it. If it's not worth it, don't give it any effort.
Only put effort in for the things you really, really want because having your efforts wasted on something or someone is probably one of the most horrible feelings.
I believe in the statement "why do today what you can put off till tomorrow?". Procrastinator for life. I believe that everyone talks shit about everyone behind their back, no matter who they are.


I looked so festive today, too bad no one saw me.
When I was going through my shit today I found lingerie that I bought and only wore once because I bought it to wear for some stupid guy that I wasn't even dating. I don't even see or talk to him anymore. What a waste of money. What the fuck am I gonna do with all this cute lingerie? Fml.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

But I like all the wrong things

The OC, YTV, Charlie Chaplin, Beauty and the Beast, Hannah Montana, kids video games, promiscuous dancing, gin shots, Lindsay Lohan, Red Lobster, canned soup, Heath Ledgers's accent in Brokeback Mountain, hair bows, Party Monster, lipstick, Titanic, milk, on screen kisses, kittens, Drake, Cudi, bones, Mean girls and heavy petting. God, I fucking love that.

I need something to watch so I think I'm going to watch the whole skins series again instead of studying for my exams this week.
I already watched every episode of misfits and there's nothing I want to watch. I sorta gave up on glee and reality television. Degrassi isn't on till the new year and I don't know where the hell Doctor Who went.

I also took a bunch of pictures that I want to put up on my flickr but it's too much work. Do it 4 me k?

Sunday, December 5, 2010


My favorite days are days when I don't leave my bed all day until it's time to go out at night. I wish I had a tiny kitten that could cuddle with me all day. There's a black kitten always hanging around my house and I am devising plans to catch it and make it mine.

I'm going to get high and go to the mandarin soon. This could quite possibly the best day ever.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

30 day challenge, day 17

Your highs and lows of this past year

My biggest low was probably when I found out that a guy I really liked was with a girl that I thought was a lot less pretty than me. I obsessed over the fact that he picked her over me for months and would get upset about it almost every weekend. After I found out I think I cried for 4 days straight because I'm an emotional bitch.

Highs of this past year was pretty much most of the summer because everything that happened was just so great and I spent time with the most amazing people including my best friend who I practically lived with. Oh and also getting asked out on a date in February by the most amazing guy (or so I thought at the time).

Friday, December 3, 2010

Don't be so ambiguous, girl

I wish I could take Friday, November 12th and put it on repeat as every Friday night.

& yet again the ONE little tiny corner of the fridge that I have for my food has been taken up. So I guess I'm not buying groceries. Like sorry I don't have 347678834 tons of food in there to take up my one little tiny corner at the the moment but it wouldn't kill you to LEAVE IT EMPTY SO I CAN PUT MY GROCERIES THERE WHEN I BUY THEM SO I DON'T STARVE.
Thanks.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

I gave up wearing eye liner


yay me

30 day challenge, day 16

Your views on mainstream music

If it's mainstream, has a good beat and isn't being play 5 times an hour on the radio then I like it. One thing I can't stand is when I find an amazing song that no one else knows about then the radio finds it and plays it to death. UGG.

In my experience there isn't any problem that can't be solved by getting really, really drunk.
Best thing I've heard all day.

waking up sad for no reason is my least favorite part of the day.

So I'm officially, temporarily obsessed with Misfits and these two beautiful boys:



ESPECIALLY THIS ONE:


Wednesday, December 1, 2010


I can be your new favorite waste of time, and you'll be mine.
All I want is your attention, it's all the same thing.
Are you in? What's it gonna be?
Don't roll with the punches, make it hard for me baby.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

30 day challenge, day 14

Your earliest memory

I can't remember.
Alcohol is killing all my brain cells.

I just got a mark back from a paper that I would have gotten a 70 percent on but since I handed it in 2 days late I got a 50.
I suck.

"my parents got me a $80 gift card for kelsey's, so when i get back, i'm taking you out for a nice dinner"

I have the best, best friend ever.

30 day challenge, day 13

Somewhere you'd like to move or visit

I don't know if I'd want to move anywhere out of Canada but I have so many places I'd like to visit like Egypt, Japan, anywhere in the UK and Iceland.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Hello 1000th post :D
On a less fun note I stayed up all night doing a project that was originally due today but I just found out the deadline has been extended.
I am also so tired that I came to class an hour early. I'm losing my mind.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

30 day challenge, day 12

Bullet your whole day

  • woke up
  • cried
  • talked to Chantel and Bonnie
  • criedBulleted List
  • lost my voice
  • went to subway
  • lay in bed
  • finished watching harry potter 4
  • went to work
  • worked on fries
  • served dem fries
  • worked on cash and served big macs to big black guys
  • had fun at work for once
  • made a new friend
  • walked my new friend part way home
  • pulling an all nighter right now yeahh

I'm so glad I have a job I like and I get to work with awesome people.
Going to work made me feel so much better and I made a new friend :)

I hate how I make a big deal about everything, I especially hate how sensitive I am and how easily I get upset.
I don't know. Worse things could happen, people could think worse of me. I can't help that I care what everyone thinks though.

SO here's a fuck you to Barrie and mostly everyone in it. There's a reason that I haven't come back and why I wont ever be coming back. I love my life in Toronto. TORONTO FOREVER.

30 day challenge, day 11

Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that come up

1. Pull Out-DFA 1979
2. When I Grow Up-Pussycat Dolls WHAT'S UP SEXY?
3. Tie Me Down-New Boys Featuring Ray J
4. Crime Wave-Crystal Castles
5. Heartbeats-The Knife
6. Cannibal-Ke$ha RAH
7. Body-Mother Mother
8. Stripper-Soho Dolls
9. Pretty Boy Swag-Soulja Boy (why is my life so embarrassing?)
10. Sex and drugs(Benny Benassi Remix)-Hyper crush

I feel so used. I always feel so used.
I need to buy some pot so I can just smoke before bed instead of getting in these depressing moods.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

I'm laying in bed, eating taco bell that a cute boy bought me cause I'm broke, watching the breakfast club.
WHAT IS MY LIFE?

Friday, November 26, 2010

30 day challenge, day 10

Discuss your first love and fist kiss

Ok, my first love was my long term boyfriend from high school. You know who you are. We had a kind of fucked up relationship, kind of on and off and we were pretty immature so it was a learning experience, definitely something I don't regret. I recently met up with him earlier this year after not seeing him for 2 years. It was nice to catch up.

My first kiss went a little like this...
It was my first boyfriend in grade 9 and I was so nervous I think I missed but I made the first move. I'm so lame.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

2 things I absolutely need in my life



I am going downtown to buy them asap, possibly this weekend.

30 day challenge, day 09

How you hope your future will look like

I hope it will look pretty, with rainbows and butterflies.
Jk, uh I can't even begin to predict where I will be or what I will be doing but I hope I will be happy.


No eyeliner, horrible complexion and raccoon sweater. Could I be any more attractive today?

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

The story of my life

My liver is going to stop working due to too much drinking, liver doesn't filter out alcohol anymore, alcohol just hangs out in my body=stay drunk forever

yeeee

30 day challenge, day 08

A moment you felt most satisfied with your life

I don't have one set point in my life in which I have felt most satisfied with it.
I have a bunch of different moments when I have felt this way, mostly after an amazing weekend or day.


I miss him more than anyone. I can''t wait until I get to see him over Christmas break !!!! :D:D:D<3

Monday, November 22, 2010


One week ago I was in London, Ontario seeing one of my favorite bands, terror. I'm so sad that I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I have no id and I work all the time. I'm feeling down in the dumps.

I think I'm just going to watch Harry Potter until I fall asleep

my life is so fun.

30 day challenge, day 07

Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality

I am an Aries but I don't believe shit about zodiac stuff.
All of the qualities that represent every zodiac sign can apply to pretty much anyone, regardless to when they were born.


I have a heart, I swear I do but just not baby when it comes to you.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

30 day challenge, day 06

Write 30 interesting facts about yourself

Oh god I'm so not interesting
um...
1. I have an irrational fear of sharks, like in pools and shit
2. The only hard liquor I like to drink is gin
3. I have never dyed my hair
4. I still sleep with my favorite stuffed animal which is a blue pig named piggy
5. Out of all pets I like rodents the best
6. The only way I learn to do things properly is by actually doing them instead of reading about how to do it or watching someone else do it
7. I'm usually wearing a headband on my head (usually a bow)
8. I my favorite type of body type on a guy is a retardedly skinny body
9. I like guys with big noses
10. I don't ever wear jeans, I only wear tights
11. I wont ever make the first move on a guy unless I'm drunk
12. I have more weird nik naks in my room than you have ever seen in anyone else's room
13. I hate all sports and watching them
14. I'd rather shop for cheap clothing than brand names
15. People that don't know me think I'm really shy or don't like them because I never talk
16. I like to photograph products (inanimate objects) rather than people
17. I think hand me down clothes are great
18. 2 movies I will never watch under any circumstances are the ring and the grudge because they still give me nightmares
19. I could live off of jello and soup because they are the most convenient foods
20. I put extra, extra sauce on all my foods
21. I dip my pizza crust in mustard
22. I wear high heels on almost a daily basis
23. I tell my mom (almost) every detail of my life
24. I hate feet, looking at them, having mine touched, touching other peoples feet. It grosses me out
25. I have a really hard time keeping my room clean. I can't keep it clean for more than 3 days
26. I am offended really easily and a lot of little things people say to me offend me, even though they don't know it
27. I get 24 hour hangovers no matter how much water I drink afterward. I can't get rid of my hangovers. They are invincible for 24-30 hours after I drink
28. I enjoy kissing and cuddling with a boy more than doing anything regarding sex
29. My room looks like it belongs to a 10 year old girl
30. I feel weird when people I'm not good friends with go out of their way to talk to me

When young children go to bed, they check under their beds for the boogey-man. When the boogey-man goes to bed, he checks under his bed for Gaston.



YEEEE

Saturday, November 20, 2010

This is an idea of what I want my hair to look like, I wish I had the guts to do it.

Things I want to do but probably won't because as much as I'm sick of the way I look, I fear change and any of these things could possibly look ridiculous on me:
-Cut my hair
-Dye my hair a lighter blonde
-Get my septum pierced

Dah end.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Disney

A Christmas Carol.
Ponyo.
G-Force.
Up.
Race to Witch Mountain.
Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure.
Hannah Montana: The Movie.
Alice in Wonderland (old one not new)

Space Buddies.
Dadnapped.
Hatching Pete.

Tigger: Pooh and a Music Too.
The Princess and the Frog.
Princess Protection Program.

Old Dogs.
Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.
Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe.
High School Musical 3: Senior Year.
High School Musical 2
High School Musical.
WALL-E.

College Road Trip.
Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
Minutemen.
Camp Rock.

Bolt.
Tinkerbell.
Little Mermaid III - Ariel’s Beginning.
Bedtime Stories.
The Cheetah Girls: One World.
Snow Buddies.
Meet The Robinsons.
Goal! 2: Living the Dream.
Jump In!
Johnny Kapahala: Back on Board.
Bridge to Terabithia.
Cinderella III: A Twist in Time.
Underdog.
Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End.
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest.
Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl.

Ratatouille.
The Game Plan.
Enchanted.
National Treasure: Book of Secrets.
National Treasure.
Twitches Too.
Twitches.
The Secret of the Magic Gourd.
The Shaggy Dog (the original not the new)
Eight Below.
The Wild.
Invincible.
Santa Clause 3: The Escape Clause.
Santa Clause 2: The Mrs. Clause.
Santa Clause.
Cars.
Bambi II.
Bambi.
Glory Road.
The Fox and the Hound 2.
The Fox and the Hound.
Return to Halloweentown.
The Cheetah Girls 2.
Cow Belles.
Wendy Wu: Homecoming Warrior.
Read It and Weep.
Air Buddies.
Herbie Fully Loaded.
Chicken Little.
Buffalo Dreams.
Now You See It.
Kronk’s New Groove.
Pooh’s Heffalump Halloween Movie.
Sky High
Ice Princess.
The Pacifier.
Pooh’s Heffalump Movie.
Lilo and Stitch 2: Stitch Has a Glitch.
The Proud Family Movie.
Life is Ruff.
Go Figure.
Kim Possible Movie: So the Drama.
Once Upon a Mattress.
The Incredibles.
The Lion King.
The Lion King 1 1/2.

Mickey’s Twice Upon a Christmas.
Mulan.
Mulan II.
Howl’s Moving Castle.
Princess Diaries.
Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement.
The Three Musketeers.
Around the World in 80 Days.
Winnie The Pooh: Springtime with Roo.
Home on the Range.
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen.
Miracle.
Teacher’s Pet.
Stuck in the Suburbs.
Halloweentown High.
Zenon: Z3.
Finding Nemo.
The Haunted Mansion.
George of the Jungle.

George of the Jungle 2.
Freaky Friday.
Lizzie McGuire Movie.

Atlantis: Milo’s Return.
Holes.
Piglet’s Big Movie.
The Jungle Book.
The Jungle Book 2.
Inspector Gadget.
Inspector Gadget 2.
101 Dalmations (animated).
101 Dalmations (live).
101 Dalmations II: Patch’s London Adventure.
Brother Bear.
The Even Stevens Movie.

The Cheetah Girls.
Air Bud Spikes Back.
The Rookie.
Winnie the Pooh: A Very Merry Christmas.
Treasure Planet.
Tuck Everlasting.
The Country Bears.
Lilo & Stitch.
Cinderella II: Dreams Come True.
Cinderella.
Return to Neverland.
Peter Pan.
Snow Dogs.
Cadet Kelly.

Gotta Kick It Up!
Air Bud: Seventh Inning Fetch.
Monsters, Inc.
Spirited Away.
Atlantis: The Lost Empire.
Lady and the Tramp.

Lady and the Tramp II: Scamp’s Adventure.
Recess: School’s Out.
Motocrossed.
Mickey’s Magical Christmas: Snowed in at the House of Mouse.
Zenon: The Zequel.
Luck of the Irish.
Halloweentown II: Kalabar’s Revenge.
The Emperor’s New Groove.
102 Dalmations.
Remember the Titans.
Little Mermaid II: Return to Sea.

The Little Mermaid.
The Kid.
Dinosaur.
An Extremely Goofy Movie.
Geppetto.
Air Bud 3: World Pup.
Toy Story.
Toy Story 2.
Toy Story 3

Fantasia.
Fantasia 2000.

Mickey’s Once Upon a Christmas.
Tarzan.
Doug’s 1st Movie.

My Favorite Martian.
A Bugs Life.
Lion King II: Simba’s Pride.

Mighty Joe Young.
I’ll Be Home For Christmas.
Air Bud: Golden Receiver.
Pocahontas.
Pocahontas II: Journey to a New World.
The Parent Trap

My Friends Tigger and Pooh: Super Sleuth Christmas.
Mr. Magoo.
Flubber.
Hercules.

Air Bud.
Muppet Treasure Island.
The Hunchback of Notre Dame.
D3: The Mighty Ducks.
D2: The Mighty Ducks.
The Mighty Ducks.T.
Homeward Bound.
Homeward Bound II: Lost in San Francisco.
James and the Giant Peach.
Tom and Huck.
Angels in the Outfield.
The Adventures of Huck Finn.
Cool Runnings.
The Rescuers Down Under.
The Rescuers.
Oliver and Company.

The Black Cauldron.
Tron.
Herbie Goes Bananas.
Herbie Goes to Monte Carlo.
Pete’s Dragon.
Herbie Rides Again.
Robin Hood.
Bedknobs and Broomsticks.
The AristoCats.
The Love Bug.
Mary Poppins.
The Sword in the Stone.

Swiss Family Robinson.
20,000 Leagues Under the Sea.
Old Yeller.
Song of the South.
Dumbo.
Pinocchio.
Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs.

Sleeping Beauty

30 day challenge, day 04

Your views on religion

I am agnostic at the present time because I'm still not sure of the existence of a higher power.
I was raised a christian and attended a catholic school all of my life. I used to be atheist for about 2 years of my life back in grade 9 and 10 then I became Christian up until grade 12.
I feel that there is no place for religion in my current life.

I have a cross tattoo on my middle finger that a lot of people think is for religious or anti religious purposes but it's just a fucking shape. It means nothing.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

30 day challenge, day 03

Your views on drugs and alcohol

I like to drink and get drunk at least once a week. It makes me less shy and more social which I like. I'm also a lot flirtier when I drink so that's when I have the courage to make moves on dem boys.


When it comes to drugs I smoke pot on occasion. It's a fun thing to do when you're bored and it makes life and the internet a hell of a lot more interesting.

I love it when people at work say I've gotten skinny. Some fucking thinspiration right there.
:)

the fact that I don't know how to feel any other way makes me sad.

Reasons I'm glad I don't have a boyfriend
-I don't have to keep my room clean.

Messy room>boys.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

30 day challenge, day 02

Where you'd like to be in 10 years

When I am 30, hoping I last that long I'd like to be doing something generic like be married, have kids and a dog or some shit like that.
I don't know.
Maybe be a photographer or a teacher, a photography teacher?
Making big bucks, not being fat and uh, I guess that is it.
I have big dreams. Jklol.


I’d give anything to be playing this in the near future.

Hurtin'

I'm falling apart, literally.
My lip ring has made a huge hole in the back of my lip so I have to put a hoop in instead of a stud and I look like some rocker chick which sucks.
My throat is starting to get sore, I have a bruise under my eye from someone that stage dived onto me.
That is also why my back hurts immensely, like I'm 89 years old.
I have a permanent headache hangover and I'm tired as fuck.
All that is keeping me going right now is the fact that I'm gonna cook the best pizza when I get home.

I've had this never ending hunger, thirst and head ache for the past 3 days which makes me debate if I want to drink any booze for awhile.
I'm not sure if that is why I feel sick but I wouldn't be surprised because I drank so much on Saturday I swear I was probably so close to alcohol poisoning.
DHFGERGHBRTGYVHEWFNRY :'(


First and last time I'm passing out anywhere. No wonder I'm single but hey, at least I took the decency of passing out with my face covered.
And cool chunky arms going on. AWWWW YEAH.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

30 day challenge, day 01

Your current relationship, if single discuss how the single life is.

Single life at first was just me getting fucked over by countless amounts of guys that made dumb excuses not to be with me. I have bad luck with guys so lately I've been getting fucked over not as much because I don't give boys a chance to get close to me.

Other than that, single life is fun. I get to do what I want with whoever I want and not have any particular feelings or commitments afterward for the most part. When I do end up having feelings for someone afterward I usually ignore it so I could have had feelings for pretty much any guy and they will have never known.

I don't remember what it's like being not single so I'd probably be bad in a relationship. Therefore Imma be single fo life. Who's with me?

Imma jump on the bandwagon

A year in pictures

November 2009

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