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Thursday, July 31, 2008


Ohh i spent a lot of money today at the mall, about 120.
MY PURCHASES, not that you care:

The back of the shirt :D:D:D (L)

I've wanted these since April

Work today sucked minus the fact that the boy I liked was working. :)
I'm going to try to get an earlier shift tomorrow so I can party it up with Chantelle tomorrow night.


Tonight consisted of wasting gas and driving down empty roads around Barrie with my best friends talking about random shit which is a hell of a lot better then sitting at home alone doing nothing.

We were all talking about going on a real trip sometime in November and I really want to go to Costa Rica. I'm exited.

Tomorrow: shopping trip to the upper Canada mall because I just got paiddddddd.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

one oh oh


enough caps, i'm going to write without it now.
i don't really have much to say except, i hope something good happens tonight.

ps- i have to start giving my cell phone number out correctly.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

how could i be losing you forever, after all the time we spent together?
you know who you are.

Am I crazy?

I feel like I'm not worth being part of anyones life.
Maybe it is because I don't try hard enough to actually be part of anyones life.
Or maybe it is because people don't want to make the effort for me.

Is it weird that I get really glad when someone includes me in their plans or in their life?


So I did it, I finally bought a scarf today and I must say I adore it :)

Pat, Katie and I were supposed to hang out tonight but I guess they had other plans.
So I suppose I'll just sit here on the computer and do what I do best, nothing.
I hope we all get to hang out tomorrow.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

ohh mannnn

I was really intent on not sleeping last night because I was angry sooo
this is what my boredom and anger produced.

Imunna eat chooo

forever 21 glasses :)


peace up, A-town down , mannn i have no life

actually, i hate the person who gave me this pillow

um.. yeah.



Ohh man I love life.


I know you're fucking home so stop being such an asshole and give me my i pod and any other shit of mine you have back.
I know you are a useless coward but could you please STOP being afraid to talk to me and just bring me my stuff so I can finally cut all ties with you?

That's all I ask, this is my last peace offering before I get really nasty, I promise you that.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

three dee

So I'm pretty sure there are the first purchase of food I've made that isn't mcdoanlds in forever:

Anyways today I watched The Hannah Montana Concert in 3D with my best friends and it was a disappointment. The only good part was when the Jonas Brothers played. That is when we decided that Kevin Jonas should just give up his musical career with the Jonas Brothers because no body likes him, and really what does he do? He plays guitar but I never see him sing. The band could do without him plus he is ugly. He just ruins the band. BYEE KEVINN!

Friday, July 25, 2008

This is possibly my new favorite song.
The video sucks so listen, don't watch.

It's kinda old but it's amazing

Thursday, July 24, 2008

3 weeks

Life is a lot better now that you aren't around.
Please don't ever come home.


I'm really glad last night happened, regardless of the random aids talk that we all had.
So just to prove you wrong I typed in "CUCUMBER SALAD" into google images and look what I found

There is such thing as cucumber salad. I didn't make it up. :)

Anyways I'm really glad we finally got to hang out. You are really fun, cute and laugh at me all the time for no apparent reason but whatever :):):)
I hope we hang out again soon.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


every line is about
who i don't wanna write about anymore.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Flash back

I was going through my photobucket account and this is what I looked like 4 summers ago.

EWWW what was I thinking?

fuckk youuu

I will never be your lover again
as far as I’m concerned, we are not even friends
this may not seem too subtle to you
the point I'm trying to make is we are completely through.

I want my shit back when you get home.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Wish list

Since I have been working so much lately I thought I'd make a wish list of things I plan to purchase with some of my paycheck. All of these cloths happen to be from Urban Outfitters because Katie wanted me to pick out cloths with her over the Internet.


Friday, July 18, 2008

Far away

I really liked you.
It's too bad you made your decision before you got to know me.


Drive thru sucks

SO apparently I have black people lips and freckles on my nose. Who knew?
Anyways today I worked a total of 13 hours at Mcdonalds and American Eagle combined. Wooo. I'm dead tired. Anyways today was my first time working breakfast at Mcdonalds and to top it off it was my first time working drive thru. I ended up getting some guys order wrong over the headset and he started yelling at me so because I'm a big baby I started crying. I hate drive thru.

Anyways I'm realizing that maybe it is better you stay out of my life. Hey I survived for 2 weeks, what's a whole lifetime? As soon as you came back so did all the shit that upsets be about you. Maybe you should just stay away because best friends don't do the kinds of things you do.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

The way I feel

Monday, July 14, 2008

All better

I'm happy to announce that Marty is all better.
Woo vitamin c :)
I have to take the bus to work today and I'm really not in the mood to and I don't even have $2.50. As if I'm scheduled to do drive through at work all this week.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Summer checklist

I was going through my hulk backpack today and I realized that I have about 3 books that I still have from school and I most likely wont be returning them. Oh well.
I also found me, Pat and Katie's summer checklist so I'll write it here so I don't forget it.

1.Highpark/Toronto walk around.
2.Go to the exhibition.
3.Get fake IDs (Pat already has this one down)
4.Visit Cara in Huntsville.
5.Go to wonderland.
6.Road trip to Niagara Falls.
7.Throw a party.
8.Road trip to Keswick to see Raven.
9. Visit Katie's or my cottage.
10.Drive around the lake.
11.Skinny dipping (again, Pat already has this down)
12.Tree top trekking.
13.Center island trip.
14.Go to TEXAS :D
15.Strip club hahaha

I'll add more if I missed any.


The one time I do anything confident and spontaneous I make myself look like an ass. Actually what you said afterwards to all of your little friends made me feel like an ass for thinking you were a half decent person.
But thanks, you made me realize that I can do so much better than you.

Friday, July 11, 2008

I'm not even going to waste my time on a guy that wont make the first move so please don't tell me to call him or text him or anything because he isn't worth my time. He knows I like him so if he wants to go for it, cool but if not, I'll deal.


Thursday, July 10, 2008


I finally got my internet, phone and cable back today! Stupid construction near my house cut it off.

Anyways I'm happy to announce that I've received a 71 average on my report card so I will be attending Guelph Humber University at the end of the summer with a 1000 dollar scholarship :D
I did dick all this year and I still managed to get into university. Go meee! Oh, and I didn't fail writers craft for all of those people who said I was going to, I passed with a 70 so suck it.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

I'm sorry I'm not as fun as you'd like me to be.
I'm sorry I'm a boring best friend.


Saturday, July 5, 2008

Good morning.

Wooo I love waking up hungover smelling like cigarettes, beer and boys.
Last night was weird but I suppose I got some satisfaction out of its events. I shotgunned my first beer and it was disgusting, I do not suggest it. I hate beer so that could be the reason I didn't like it.
Anywho I'm off to my first shift in a month at American eagle. I seem to be going to all my shifts there hungover lately, oh well.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Live through this, and you won't look back

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Lazy day

So today me and Zach were supposed to hang out at my house so he could fix my i pod. He didn't show, not that I expect anything less from him.

So I ended up going to the park with my little brother who is my only source of human entertainment at the moment.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

I need a life

This is the most interesting thing that has happened to me all day.

That's sad.
I need a life and I probably shouldn't have taken the week off work.

On the bright side I get paid tomorrow from Mcdonalds and I work at American Eagle on Saturday so I plan to buy a few new things.


These are cute

So here's the deal, I only have like 1 pair of shorts soooo.....

These can all be found at www.ae.com

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

All about Helga

Hair Color: Blond

Eye Color: Blue

Height: 5'4

Relationship Status: Single

Religious Views: Christian

My Favorites
Favorite Color: Pink

Favorite Movie: Donnie Darko

Favorite Hobby: Photography, blogging

Favorite Song/Singer: Anberlin- Paper Thin Hymn

Favorite Vacation Destination: Las Vegas

Favorite Food: Mr. Noodles

Favorite Restaurant: McDonalds

Favorite Animal: Pig

Favorite Store: H&M

Favorite Baby Name: Sky

This or That
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

Big Mac or Whopper: Big Mac

Coke or Pepsi : Coke

Beer or Wine: Wine

Coffee or Tea: Iced Coffee

Apple Juice or O.J.: OJAY

Facebook or MySpace: Facebook

Summer or Winter: Summer

Windows or Mac: Windows

Cats or Dogs: Kitties

Rain or Shine : Shine

Chips or Popcorn: Chips

Salty or Sweet: Sweet

Plane or Boat: Plane

Morning or Night: Night

Movie or Play: Movie

Walk or Drive: Drive

Money or Love: Love

Breakfast or Dinner: Dinner

Forgiveness or Revenge: Revenge

Paint or Wallpaper: Paint

House or Apartment: House

Do You?
Have Any Pets: Cat and a guinea pig

Have Any Children: No

Smoke: No

Drink: Yes

Exercise: No

Spend Your Life On Facebook: Always

Play On A Sports Team: No

Love Your Job: Kinda

Like To Cook: Easy things

Play An Instrument: Guitar

Sing: Yes

Dance: Yes but I have no clue how to

Speak Multiple Languages: Not really

Ice Skate: Yes

Swim: Yes

Paint: No

Write: Yes

Ski: No

Juggle: No

Have You Ever
Been Drunk Before Noon: No

Had Sex In A Public Place: No

Got Caught Telling A Lie: Yes

Got A Speeding Ticket: No, I don't drive

Been Arrested: No

Littered: Yes

Fantasized About A Co-Worker: LOL

Cheated On A Test: Yes

Cheated In A Relationship: Yes

Failed A Class: No

Screened Your Phone Calls: Yes

Eaten Food Off The Floor: No

Stuck Gum Under A Desk: Yes

Wished You Were Someone Else: Yes

Cried During A Movie: Yes

Had A One Night Stand: Noooo

Describe Yourself In One Word: Helga

Biggest Fear: Sharks

Your Proudest Accomplishment: Graduating highschool

#1 Priority In Your Life: Happiness

Dream Job: Professional photographer

Special Talents: Spending endless hours on the computer

Where Are You Right Now: On my computer

Where Would You Rather Be: Outside doing something progressive

Place To Visit Before You Die: Egypt