Looking at my blog posts from years ago around this time
2008: I was sad as fuck cause i was fucked over by the first guy I really liked in university
2009: sad cause I got fucked over by another guy
2010: sad cause people posted a mean video of me on the internet
2011: happy cause I'm fucking above all that shit and I'm awesome
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Looking at my blog posts from years ago around this time
1. What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
pink ones coming
2. What was the last song you sang out loud?
something by foster the people
3. Do you have any nicknames?
4. What time did you go to bed last night?
5. Are you currently happy?
6. When was the last time you cried?
all dah time
7. Who did you last talk on the phone with?
8. Do you have a crush on anyone?
9. Have you ever done cocaine?
10. What is the color of your room?
11. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
ye best hope i dont hate you
12. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn’t?
lol what? no
13. Who was the last person you saw in person?
uh some ppl i work with
14. Last time you smiled?
15. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
i wish, going on the to do list
16. Have you changed this year?
17. What are you listening to right now?
18. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
no forever alone
19. Is there a quote you live by?
it is what is is loooooooooooooooooooooooool
20. Do you want someone you can’t have?
i usually do but not right now
21. Do you and your boyfriend fight a lot?
me and matt fight a lot and it's like we are dating but he's gay
22. Have your parents ever told you that you couldn’t hang out with a certain someone?
when i was little
23. What were you doing at 10AM?
24. Would you have sex with someone you had known less than twenty-four hours?
25. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
26. Have you seen the movie Thirteen?
a lot of times
27. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
28. Has anyone told you a secret lately that you aren’t allowed to tell anyone?
umm yes shhh
29. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
30. Do you have feelings for anyone?
31. Have you ever ridden a horse?
when i was a wee tot
32. What will you be doing in 3 hours?
33. Does anyone call you babe/baby?
matt and chantel calls me baby girl
34. Are you a patient person?
when it comes to things i really want
35. Are you ticklish?
36. Are you upset about anything?
37. What should you be doing instead of filling this out?
38. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
39. Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month?
40. Are you an emotional person?
41. Do you like to wear dresses?
42. What are you wearing right now?
43. Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
everyone in the world pretty much
44. So, you have brown eyes?
ewwwwwww thank god no
45. Do you have any dirty pictures on your cellphone or computer?
46. How old will you turn in 2012?
47. Are your toe nails painted pink?
48. What were your first thoughts this morning?
is it 7 am? no jk its 11
49. Would you ever get a tattoo?
50. Where is your biological mother right now?
51. Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
chantel, matt, alex
52. Day been rough?
nah well maybe a little
53. How old will you be in 9 months?
54. Are you doing anything tomorrow?
55. Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
56. If your ex said they hated you, what would you say?
57. Who was the last person to call you?
58. Do you say ‘panties’ or ‘underwear’?
59.What color bra do you currently have on?
60.Have you ever gotten to the center of a Tootsie Pop without biting?
HOW MANY LICKZ DUZ IT TAKE TILL U GET 2 DA CENER OF AAAAA
61.Have you ever hit an animal with your car?
my non existent car with my non existent licence
62.Have you ever been used as a ‘rebound’? How did it go?
idk and idk
63.The last person you kissed treat you right?
when i see hm I GUESS he does
64.Would you be shocked if the last person you had feelings for texted you?
65.Is this upcoming year going to be a good one for you?
66.What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
it would be cute lil thang
67.Do any of your friends dislike each other?
68.Who knows your biggest secrets?
my bed ;)
69.Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
WHY THO? :( MEEEEAAAN
70.Are you in a good mood?
71.Do you think ex’s can remain friends?
if you want to, whatever
72.Were you single on your last birthday?
73.Does it bother you when people respond with one word texts?
74.Did you have braces?
75.Have you ever ran away from your own parents?
76.Are you afraid of clowns?
when i was lil i was
77.Is there someone you are dying to see?
78.Do you have any hickeys on you?
79.You just won $100,000, what’s the first thing you would buy?
food im hunnnngry
80.Are you currently looking forward to anything?
81.Is there anyone you wish you could fix things with?
82.Is love worth fighting for?
83.Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
there always is
84.Will this friday be a good one?
85.Could you picture yourself getting married and having kids?
86.What is your current mood?
87.Did the last person you kissed name start with a J, C, B, K, I, N, R, S, Q, L or A?
88.Who last poked you on facebook?.
89.Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
not in those words
90.Do you like to take walks?
idk i like walking it's cool n stuff
91.Were you happy when you woke up today?
92.Do you crack your knuckles?
93.Will tomorrow be better than today?
eh prb the same
94.What were you doing at 4am?
95.Ever liked someone who treated you badly?
96.If something was wrong who would you go to first?
97.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
with a person i was crazy for, for sure
98.When will your next kiss be?
um at this rate, new years
99.Honestly, have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J?
100.Is there anything you’re looking forward to within the next month?
a lot lot loooooot of things
101.What did you do last night?
internet, it was sexy
102.How often do you honestly say “I wanna die”
103.Do you ever wish you could just go to sleep & never wake up?
sometimes but like maybe wake up in a couple weeks
104.Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
105.Is anyone over protective of you?
idk no one has ever really shown it other than my family
106.What color is your iPod?
blue. i loove how this assumes everyone has an i pod
107.What color is your toothbrush?
invisible i lost it but it's funny cause im not joking
108.Are you afraid of losing the last person you tallked to?
no cause i work with them i dont care
109.Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around now?
110.What do you do when you’re having a bad day?
111.Do you always answer your phone?
most likely ye
112.Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
113.Do you have an attitude?
114.What smiley face do you use often?
115.Was your last text message from a boy or girl?
116.Is it okay to like someone else when you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Tomorrow I get to go to the house of a boy I hooked up with, try not to be awkward and pretend I don't want it to happen again.
On the bright side I get to accompany Chantel on her first plane ride in 5 years and see my best friend and drink for the first time in two weeks and be happy drunk for the first time in a month.
Please let me be happy this weekend. Please.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
Up against your will.
Through the thick and thin.
He will wait until.
You give yourself to him.
cantsleep cantsleel must sleep then ge tup ina few hours and finsish homeowrk
need soemthing to make me sleep at normal time bye
Fill out applications for summer internships
Watch that 7 hour long documentary with David
Work full time
Go to MTV live again
Throw a New years party for Chantel's birthday
I feel like I had more plans :(
someone add to my list.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Baby would you like to spend the night the whole night and maybe if you play it right you can be all mine
1. What was the highlight of your week?
2. Whose car were you in last?
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
hopefully next weekend
it would be much appreciated
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
5. How long is your hair?
really damn long
6. Are you good looking?
yeah i'm pretty cute
7. Last movie you watched?
puss in boots
8. Who were you with?
david and austin
9. Last thing you ate?
special k bar
10. Last thing you drank?
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
all the frickin tme
12. Who came over last?
13. Are you happy right now?
14. What did you say last?
15. Where is your phone?
on my bed next to me
16. What color are your eyes?
17. Are you left-handed?
18. Spell your name without vowels:
19. Do you have any pets?
20. Favorite Vacation?
anywhere but here
21. What do you dislike currently?
22. What are you listening to?
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
24. What is your favorite scent?
25. Who makes you happiest?
my mom, matt, chantel, david
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
more like who was i doing
jk i was doing homework
27. When is your birthday?
28. Who has the same phone as you?
anyone that has a blackberry
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
uh does a bathtub count?
30. Do you read your horoscope?
so much bullllllllllllllll
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
your moms vag
everything was on sale
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
pretty dec considering im in bed
33. Do you bite your nails?
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
36. Myspace or facebook?
is dis fa rreal ?
37. How fast have you driven a car?
0 miles per hour :')
38. Have you ever smoked?
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
40. Do you have Verizon?
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
ones that are really tall and or skinny and have big noses but mostly fucking losers
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
being a bitch
43. Favorite Song?
my neck my back
44. Do you like to sing at all?
45. Dream Job?
46. Where does most of your family live?
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
many a brothers
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
it's 1 pm im lazy
50. Do you drink?
sometimes booze been treating me wrong now adays
51. Know any other languages?
ital a lil bit
52. Ever write a coded message?
53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
yes and i will continue to be in weddings cause im da shit
54. Do you have any children?
under my bed
55. Did you take a nap today?
might as well have i slept till 1
56. Who has the same birthday as you?
57. Ever met anyone famous before?
michael camillari or whatever cause im related to him lolz
58. Do you want to be famous one day?
if i feel like it then
59. Any Pet Peeves?
60. Are you multitasking right now?
61. Do you like Britney Spears?
hit me baby 1 more yes
62. What is your least favorite chore?
63. Last place you drove your car?
64. Ever been out of the country?
all the time
65. Where were you born?
66. Could you handle being in the military?
yes id get all da bitches
67. What is your average cell phone bill?
idk my mommy pays it
68. Who are you thinking about right now?
myself and how cute i am awwwww
69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
let me get up n count jk no
71. Are your toes always painted?
i hate toes
72. How many piercings do you have?
idk like 4
73. What are you doing today?
nothing today is over
74. Have you ever been gambling?
once and on neopets
75. When is the last time you updated your page?
wat page? fcbk? idk sometimes often maybe
76. Do you like rollercoasters?
77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
79. Last thing you cooked?
80. How’s the weather?
warm for nov
81. Do you e-mail?
for school, yes.
82. What’s the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
left it out in the rain
83. Last time you were sick?
i dont get sick
84. What states have you lived in?
united states of whatever
85. Do you wish you could move?
86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes?
quizpox awe yeah
87. What is your dream car?
88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
all the time hahahah can i haz u?
89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
in yo arms <3
90. Are you happy with your life?
It's going to be so much easier to lose weight when I've cut down on my drinking. Yay! I think I'm doing a pretty good job of not drinking too. In the past 4 weekends I've only drank during 2 of them.
I love you alcohol but I just don't like what you do to my mind and body sometimes. We have to take a break.
Being clear minded and not slutty because of no alcohol feels so good. ^_^
Saturday, November 19, 2011
I swear, I get attached to new shows faster than I get attached to new boys. Anyways currently trying to watch How I Met Your Mother because I'm all caught up on all but the most recent 2 episode, Misfits which I've been waiting a year to come back with a new season and American Horror Story which I only started watching yesterday and I'm on episode 6. Weee I'm a TV show slut and I can stay committed to 3 shows at a time.
Can't wait for the new season of Shameless US and Skins in January.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
I went to the doctor and nothing is wrong with me. Yay for that. Not so much yay for all the homework I need to do.
I'm staying in this weekend to work and do homework what a life !
Uhh next weekend I'm going to Ottawa with Chantel and it's her first time flying in 5 years. At least I don't have to wait in the airport alone again.
I don't want to get my hopes up that things are going to happen again with me and cute boy when I get there so I'm just going to avoid the whole matter.
Too much homework and I just want to work out but I can't cause I pant too hard so I have to wait until everyone is out of the living room to work out on the elliptical. My panting is distracting lol sorry I work out hard whaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Sometimes I think I was born backwards... you know, come out of my mum the wrong way. I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate, and the people I hate...
- Wake up
- Get large coffee
- Go to class
- Come home for a little
- Go to Mcdonalds and book of the 26th and tell them I can't come to work Wednesday cause my doctor wants me to come in for a follow up appointment cause I prob. have some deadly disease weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- Come home again
- Eat lunch
- Do laundry
- Clean out rat cage
- Work out (optional)
- Shower (optional)
- Get ready to go downtown
- Go downtown
- Buy essentials (makeup etc)
- Go see puss in boots again with David
- Die eventually cause I likely have cancer
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Let's see how my answers differ
Ever wonder if you're some one's everything?
Now: no cause I know I'm not
Last song played more then three times?
Then: ditch that
Last person to fall asleep with?
Then: my boyfriend
Now: chantel. lol i had a boyfriend loooooooooool
Have you ever been tied to someone?
Now: still no
Last fast food consumed?
Now: The top part of a fudge sundae
When do you want to die?
Now: to david we r having 3 kidz :''')
Did you take a nap today?
Now: Yeah I woke up, did homework and went back to sleep
Last car you were in?
Then: My mommy's
Last person to call you beautiful?
Now: drunk guys coming through drive thru
What colour is your room?
Where's your family?
Now: georgetown and toronto
Could you use some sleep right now?
Now: i'd rather stay up on the internet and reminisce
Who'd you have lunch with?
Then: no one because it's 11 am
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Now: yeah and it was the only time
Do you like to cuddle?
Now: with the right person
Have you ever made out against a car?
Now: yes last halloween
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Now: hellll yeah
Kissed someone that had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Now: not to my knowledge
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Now: I don't know
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Then: none of your business
Now: when i was in ottawa
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Then: why would i ever have to do that?
Now: i love my hair more than anyone so
Whats on your bedroom floor?
Then: all my bags full of cloths
Now: everything in my room.... every fucking thing
Whens the next time you will kiss somebody?
Then: probably not for awhile because i wont get to see Matt for like a week or 2
Now: this weekend and it will prob be matt. ironic? i think yes.
How many piercings do you have?
Ever kissed in the rain?
Now: still yeah but i wanna do it again so laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame
How's your heart lately?
Then: it's been better
Now: perfect. i don't need anyone but me, friends and family.
Any plans for tomorrow?
Then: school, moving into my room finally
Now: getting drunk as fuck and seeing matt
Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Then: when it rains
Now: pffft i don't own hoddies
If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do?
Now: welp he's gay so have fun
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Noe: no cigar
Do you like the last person you kissed?
Then: i hate them so much. joking Matt g
Now: NO he was the biggest douche
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
Then: at school
Do you bump into someone’s arm if you want to hold their hand?
Now: no i bump into their face
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Now: get married and have 3 kids
Who was the last guy you talked to?
Then: James prob
Now: work ppl
Has a boy put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
Now: forever alone
When is the last time you were in a photo-booth taking pictures with friend?
Then: omg like grade 8
Now: last year with my lil bro
Do you think you have made a difference in any one's life?
Then: i hope so
What's the last thing you laughed at?
Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night?
Now: most of the time
What is the best thing to do in the morning to wake up?
Then: get dressed and such
Now: surf the web
Who is normally awake in the mornings with you?
Then: my cat
Now: my roomies
Do you eat breakfast?
Then: not usually
Now: does coffee count? if not, no.
Do you like the morning or night better?
Then: nights ;)
Now: nights minus the wink face
If you had a choice, would you just sleep in everyday?
Now: I already do
Do you like school?
Then: not currently
Now: it's alright
what do you like to wake up to?
then: a boy :)
what school you go to?
Then: Guelph humber
Now: still guelph humber. is.it.over.yet?
Do you have a computer?
Then: no...i need ma laptop soon :(
Now: hahahaha i didn't have a laptop 4 years ago...how did i live omg
How many times a day do you eat?
Then: idk it varies
Would you rather be at home or outside with friends?
Now: in my room on the internet
One thing that people might not know about you?
Then: my favorite animal is a pig
i like to have extra sauce on everything i eat.
Now: i work out 2 times a week every week. i live on my bed on the internet.
Name a quote from the song you're listening to.
Now: dancing with the dj dj dj dancing with the dj
What are you seriously wearing?
Then: omg srsly I'm wearing my black and white checkered shirt, black leggings, acorn necklace, my fuzzy moccasin boots, silver headband.
Now: big ass pink shirt and shorts
On your "lazy days" what would you be doing?
Then: obv nothing.
Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Then: Katie...because pat would want to redecorate
wells scare the shit out of my though
Now: my laptop
Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
Then: saw five
Now: puss in boots
Do you eat cookie dough?
then: if i had access to some I sure would
Now: if i had access to some im sure i wouldnt cause im not a fat bitch like i was 4 years ago
What color are your bedsheets?
Had a long distance relationship?
Then: kinda have one now
Now: LOL at me thinking toronto to barrie was long distance. NO
Are you a patient person?
Who's your favorite singers/band?
Then: brand new
What are you doing tomorrow?
then: sleeping, class, going out to dinner with chantel and Kaitlyn
Now: class, presentation, clean room, drunk.as.fuck
Can you honestly say you're happy with who you are?
now: ye im fuckin awesome
Is it cute when a boy calls you babe?
now: call me baby girl
Will you keep your last name when you get married?
napolitano is the shiiit
it sounds like ice cream
now: like ice cream like ice cream
Would you rather be drunk or high?
then: drunk :)
now: right now i'd rather me hiiiiigh
Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
now: by alcohol .alchy u so meeeaaan
Would you survive in prison?
then: bahhaaaa no
now: ye i'd get so many bitches
Whats the last thing you ate & why?
Then: McDonald's because i was on break thurrrr
Now: oh same. mcbitch fo life
Are you a friendly person?
then: yes :)
now: no :)
Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with a "C"?
Then: hmmmm nope
What's the worst thing someone can do to you?
Then: betray my trust
now: call me fat or ugly
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
November 10 - Matt’s birthday weekend (2 days!)
November 26 - Cavalcade of Lights with David (18 days)
December 10 - Christmas break starts (32 days)
December 31 - Chantel’s birthday party (53 days)
January 13 - Going to Ottawa (66 days)
January 21 - Mommy’s wedding (74 days)
Sunday, November 6, 2011
over the last 2 years of working out and junk. I don't weigh myself so all I have to go on are pictures. Anyways I'm pretty proud of myself for working hard so that I can look good and feel good.
Also I'm opening up the comments again, not that anyone reads this anymore.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Getting fucked over by guys since 2008. 4 years and going strong. I guess there is nothing wrong with them after all, something is wrong with me. Wonder what?
Thursday, November 3, 2011
1: Are you a virgin? holla at that being a no
2: What do you want to major in? media studies in photography
3: What’s your sexual orientation? straight as an arrow
4: Are you crushing on anyone? wishin i wasn't. crushes are pointless
5: What’s the cutest thing someone’s ever done for you? played "i just has sex" right after we had sex. lol jk lol
6: What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? egypt, russia, iceland, prague, japan
7: What was the scariest moment of your life? getting mugged
8: If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? idk i do a lot of dumb shit but no regrets i guess cause it made me the person i am
9: Do you think that the person who sent you this number was cute? everyone is cute
10: If you had to name three important details about you, what would you say? i'm shy, funny/sarcastic as hell and i think i'm the most hilarious person in the world, i can hold a conversation very well. idk there's not much to me i guess
11: Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? pineapple
12: Have you ever been in love? If so, are you still in love? yes and no
13: Do you like sports? If so, which ones? no i only like running. end
14: What are four things you can’t live without and why? internet cause i love the internet, my bed cause it's comfy as hell, food cause it's beautiful and makes me cry when i eat it and the people i love cause then who would i love?
15: Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this number? ok
16: What do you like to do in your spare time? run, work, lay in bed on the internet
17: What are your biggest fears? sharks, wells, bees, deep water
18: What are two of your biggest weaknesses? i'm shy and i'm lazy
19: What are your three biggest insecurities? that i'm fat, that i'm not attractive, that i'm stupid hence why i dont talk in class
20: If you could write anonymous letters to three people, who would you send it to and what would you say? hi ,hi, hi.