hey, look at me feeling all sorry for myself. LOLOLOL

Nothing has changed from last year. I'm stuck with no camera, no laptop and barely any books.
I fucked up again, what else is new?
Nothing is ever going to come easy for me.
It's just going to be an elaborate sequence of constant fuck-ups and bad luck.

Get used to it.

chase the moment, fall forever

Today was my first shift at my new mcdonalds. Its so small compared to the last one I worked at so I get bored really easily when there's no customers. But I'm OMG super ecstatic that I have a job! I have to walk to work most of the time though.

So hey, pictures from recently I guess.

before I got drunk at h&m
my room that I finally finished decorating

The only picture taken of me on Friday night because I always wander off drunkenly and end up by myself. I have to stop that.

I am single because I am not dating. It's as simple as fuck. I'm fucking simple, fucking single, whatever. I'm just fucking.

HELGA DRINK!

Chantel Leanna Bound
are you dead? where are you?
Yesterday at 10:46pm

Pasquale Seminara
Still in marks rrooooommmm come backk :)
Yesterday at 10:47pm

Chantel Leanna Bound
come back up here!
helgas in some guys room duck taping his naked body!
Yesterday at 10:48pm

Pasquale Seminara
Be there soon
Yesterday at 10:49pm

Last night I got drunk for free at some h&m event with Kristyn and Chantel.
Me and Kristyn came back to rez and danced around in my room which resulted in me knocking my laptop onto the ground and breaking the screen.
So after a mild panic attack over the fact that I have no computer I thought it would be a good idea to get drunk out of my mind so I wouldn't be sad anymore.

Good news though, I got an interview at mcdonalds tomorrow at 10 am, bad new, I'm going to be hungover as fuck.

Paaaaarty tonight with Pat and Katie. :D

dog days are over

I finally applied for a transfer to the Macdonalds near my school so hopefully they will take me or I'm really just shit out of luck.
I want this transfer so I intend to do whatever it takes to get it.

Matt isn't coming to visit me anymore which saddens me a great deal but Friday should be pretty great anyways.

Me, Kristyn and Chantel are being sailor scouts for Halloween. It would be sweet if we had someone to be sailor jupiter and mercury, then out entourage would be complete. I'm being sailor moon, pretty stoked.

Also pretty stoked about my flipcup team The Flippers. I hope we get a chance to play soon.

Team pictureee :

:(

i want you i want you i want you, can't have you

Cool, my media structure and policy teacher is the teacher I had last year for film that I absolutely could not stand because she was boring as fuck.
Going to James' birthday party at burger boy tonight, skipping class on Thursday to go to some h&m party thing then on Friday my three best friends are coming to visit me on residence.
yayayayayayay

I have a tooth ache and I want it to go away now.
I wish I could bring my hamster back to residence but alas, she is evil and chewed a hole through my shirt when I was playing with her last night.
I have no clue how I am getting back to Humber North after this weekend either.
I'm also dead broke and have no money for textbooks or my camera.

I've been laying in bed all day in my underwear and half buttoned up plaid shirt. I wish I had a bathroom in my bedroom so I wouldn't have to go halfway down the hall to shower on a floor where I know 1 person.

So stoked on going home this weekend then coming back and decorating my room.

beer iz gud
i moved into rez today
pictures soon

haii from york university

Yesterday I bought a jean jacket, a skirt from h&m, a belt and some sweet keds for like 10 bucks!
I LOVE VALUE VILLAGE

I'm also pretty set on seeing:

I'm going to try to take the bus to York University today to see David so hopefully I make it because I have no clue where it is.

But I'm a human not a sandwhich

My classes are already all fucked up and osap hasn't gone through for my residence fees.
I'm so stressed.
LMFAO was so much fun last night, it would have been better if I had gone closer to the stage though.
All in all, frosh week kinda sucked but oh well.
Downtown tomorrow then venturing to York.



The teacher in my class is trying to make eye contact with everyone in the class, it's so awkward.

In case you touch me by accident. In case you don't on purpose. More hope than heaven (more sadness than soil).

I don't understand why guys have to be fucking horny alll the time.
Some guy told me tonight he didn't want to just make out and cuddle in his bed...that he wanted other stuff.
I guess it was considerate of him to tell me but STILLLLLL.
FUCK.
I don't know where Katie is
and tonight is just fucking weird.

If life where like a movie it would just be 100000 times easier.
MSTRKRFT was so much fun minus the fact that my feet are all bloody and my hair got pulled and I was pushed more times then I can even count.
Boat cruise tomorrow which should be pretty fun. I'm so tired. I wish someone would stay up with me!
Goodnight.

I'm honestly hating frosh week so far.
I was all stoked for the foam party last night but we ended up going in for 2 minutes then leaving and not being allowed back in.
To top off the night my crush apologized to me for liking a girl when he should have really apologized for her being so ugly.
I'm shallow and I would say things like that.
Anyways this week better pick up. Pat is coming to visit tonight and tomorrow me and Chantel are going dress shopping for the boat cruise on Saturday then going to go see MSTRKRFT!

I also got accepted to rez which is pretty much the only good thing that has happened to me in awhile.

It was just as good as I thought it would be.
New favorite movie foreverrrrr :)

i'm listening to my sad songs playlist on i tunes

UPDATE
I fixed my class schedule, I have no classes today.
Foam party tomorrow, drinking pornstars.
I have a crush on a boy who isn't skinny as fuck, weird.
My bee sting has formed into a rash.

PICTURES FROM WONDERLAND AND THE EX LAST WEEK

Last night was honestly the most random night of my life.
I was sitting on the couch watching Degrassi and all of a sudden there's a fucking limo outside my house. Chantel came to my door and told me I was going for a limo ride, little did I know that, that meant I was going to the bar.
So Chantel bought me drinks and we danced. I found a whole pack of cigarettes in the smoking area so I kept them in case I get a drunken craving for one this week.
Later on we danced with ridiculously good looking guys which is weird for me and Chantel because she never dances with boys and I just have bad luck.
So they invited us to go back to their house where they showed us their music or whatever, it was pretty good actually. Then we played beer pong, attempted to pull an all nighter, read the Canadian atlas and lit one of my cigarettes off the stove.
I also got like 19902093 free beers which rules.
I slept on the tiled kitchen floor for a part of the night which did not rule.

So currently I'm just confused as to why a guy I worked with has the nerve to message me on facebook saying "how's the virginity going, not meant 2 be an insult"
Ok like who are you? And why do you think you can even ask me that?
Oh and my best friend is partying it up tonight with my 2 favorite enemies. Cool life. Toronto tomorrow then frosh week and Pat is prob coming to visit :):):)

YAY sorry my post is so long and pictureless, oh wait :


there ya goooo!

I'm getting drunk by myself for the 1st time, hopefully when I'm done I wont be so socially retarded and shy.
PEACE

This is how I live. This is how I live. This is how I live.

I mumble things under my breath, three times so I'll remember.

Last night I got caught drinking out of my flask at the dance and now I'm scared that I'm not going to be allowed to go to the ex today.
FML
Why do I have to do things like bring a flask to places?
Anyways the dance was fun otherwise.

Dance tonight and I'm not wearing my retarded welcome week leader shirt to it, they can deal.
BOWTIEEE♥

I'm so tired, I honestly haven't gotten any sleep since I got here.

Last night I was obv so goodlookin

Me and Chantel tried to recreate this at wonderland today.

I wish we succeeded.