Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
I got summer on my mind,
nowhere else though.
Lord take me downtown or to you.
People show me love but I can't take it.
What I said was true
real pain, can't fake it.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
I got butterflies for the first time today in a long time.
Like the kind when you know something feels right.
Maybe I'm just retarded or maybe I just keep bullshitting my "feelings" for other guys but this time it doesn't feel like bullshit.
I'm probably jumping the gun a little bit but BUTTERFLIES! UGGG my heart had a happy :(
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Is it cute when boys kiss you on your forehead?
neck is better
Do you want to get married when you're older?
marriage is for pussies
Are you scared of spiders?
i smash them up with my shoe when i see them till their body doesn't exist anymore
Does it annoy you when people TyP3 Lyk3 ThI$?
n0 wA1 bR4h
Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
whenever i'm hungover :"""O(
What are you thinking about right now?
If you could re-paint your bedroom, what color would you paint it?
i would paint cats all over the walls
different kinds of cats to watch me while i sleep....
Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
i'm on hiz mind 24/7 cause im tha shit
Do you love someone?
Do you and your best friend look alike?
no because he has a dick
Do you think that two people could last together forever?
da wurl iz endin in 2012 lul bye
Take any medication?
Is there a person that will always have a place in your heart?
my heart twill always have a place in my heart
Are you Mexican?
hello my name is helga and i've secretly been mexican alll along
What if your best friend hooks up with the last person you kissed?
i b sad
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
he's still around i just h8 his gutz
Is there someone you want out of your life for good?
he go bye bye
Have you been heartbroken this year?
if only i had one of those :'''( ///////3
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Finally home from Burlington, work and all that jazz....cant find Chantel.
We have plans. Haven't heard from her all day either.
Go on facebook. See pictures of the guy I was seeing at his new apartment.
New boy I'm hanging out with is in pictures with him. They both didn't know I was doing stuff with the other person. Well now they probably do.
OH DEAR GOD.
In other news seeing my ex summer fling yesterday went way better than expected :)
Friday, June 10, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Well then...let's review Helga's boy drama for this week so far.
Officially broke it off with the guy I was seeing. I met a new boy who lives down the street and doesn't make me feel awkward when I see him. He has a big nose which makes my heart have a happy.
I'm hanging out with the guy I lost my virginity to on Friday. Ok then.
This blog has turned into a blog strictly about my love life. U LIKE?!
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Do you look your age?
i look like le baby slut
nah b lay it on me
Are you in a relationship?
nope single fur life
Why did your last relationship end?
he was gai
Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?
only myself ;)
Does it bother you when people respond with one word texts?
Ready to get really deep now?
that's what she said
When was the last time you cried really really hard and why?
i don't have tear ducts
Relationship status: Single, taken, complicated?
if you know me you'll know what I mean
If you were pregnant, who would you tell first?
da bby daddy
youz a daddy now !!!!!!!!!!
Who knows mainly all of your secrets?
Are all of your friends virgins?
i was the last of the unicorns.....
Have you ever let someone be your everything?
i let people be my nothing.
Has anyone made you upset lately?
yeah some guy that doesn't know how to text back
jk i found someone better bye bitch
Are you a forgiving person?
come at me bro
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
i love doing this
cause i'm an evil bitch
What's your favorite drink?
Who was your new years kiss?
matt, trevor, some random and david
Have you ever kissed the last person you talked to?
the last person i talked to was the last person i kissed so you do the math
If you had a son right now, what would you name him?
If you had a daughter right now, what would you name her?
Have you lost a best friend in the past year?
ye sad stori but then i replaced him
Do you think two people can last forever?
NO CUZ U DIE LOL
Do you have dreams?
no i don't dream
my mind is a blank abyss
What do you do in your spare time?
inturnetz, alcohol, video games, boyz
Maybe I'll have a summer "romance" after all....
and by romance I mean someone to hook up with on a regular basis.
OBV. FUCK ROMANCE.
Monday, June 6, 2011
I think I'm going to break it off with the boy I've been seeing for a month. It's not that I don't like him it's just I enjoy being single more than I like him and there are defiantly better guys for me out there.
Hanging out with a new boy tomorrow and we'll see where life goes from there.
Friday, June 3, 2011
Fuck white guys. Starting tomorrow I'm going to try my luck out with the brown boy scene as disgusting as that sounds. Maybe they are less retarded.
LOL at me thinking the colour of a guys skin is going to make him any less of a douche bag.
What was the longest time you've liked someone?
i don't like people
How late did you stay up last night?
2am watching memoirs of a geisha
Do you use hearts like this <3 a lot?
yes cause i'm a classy bitch
Would you rather be called honey or baby?
The person you like calls you right now, what do you do?
say "LOL BYE BITCH" obv
Do you get distracted easily?
by your mom
Do you think you can keep a relationship for 6 months?
no so i wouldn't even try.
slut 4 life
Are you wasting your time on someone?
yeah then i said "lol bye bitch"
What is on your mind?
Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
never look back
Do you tend to make things complicated?
oh yeah for sure
Do you like to hold hands?
nope, don't touch me
How's your heart?
saying LOL BYE BITCH
Have you ever fallen asleep in a boys arms?
yeah but i'd rather sleep alone
Does anyone completely understand you?
not even myself cause i'm insane
Lets cut to the chase, whats currently worrying you right now?
nothing. just happy i now know i'm not going to be attached to anyone this summer
slut summer yay
Has anyone recently told you something you didn't want to hear?
i hear things i don't want to hear when people don't actually say them.
Is there anything you want pierced?
my belly button too bad im fat
Is there anything you want tattooed?
yes too bad im poor
Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
Your last received text, would you kiss them?
i have kissed them but really
who haven't i kissed?
If someone told you they're interested in you right now, what would you say?
LOL BYE BITCH
Someone tells you that you're beautiful, you say?
u blind? lol
What month were you born in?
i wasn't born
Do you like talking on the phone?
no don't call me
How old do you look?
99 and a half
How is your mood?
if "bye bitch" was a mood...that would be my mood
Are you a forgiving person?
no don't fuck with me
You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
nope no one is worth my thinking time only me
The person you had the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
LOL BYE BITCH
On the opposite sex, which do you prefer:
Over-protective or Controlling?
neither, if you are either of those things get out of my life
Name 5 objects within your reach:
jesus, the bible, god, the devil, buddha
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
I get to see my boy person's new apartment tomorrow! YAYAYAYAY
I was having a bad day today and it didn't help that it was deathly hot at work and I was hungry while working.
I also always have to work with my ex work best friend which also frustrates me to no end.
I came home after work, told Scott about my life problems and cleaned my room.
This song always makes me feel better.