I'm not content with life anymore.
I want to stop drinking so much.
I want to only want one boy but I'm too good at being single.
I want to learn how to save my money and work out three times a week.
I have no priorities.
I don't know what to do.

uh uh uh so what's new?
nothing really.
going to see steve aoki tonight with chantel and a bunch of other people.
the boy i like is moving into his new apartment on monday. weee
i work a lot
i'm looking forward to pride
i have trouble keeping my room and the kitchen clean
i'd rather spend my money on cute clothes than food. the usual.
yep

Sorry I've been not blogging or whatever. So busy even on my days off. Oh dear.

In other news

If I don't buy this skirt I think I'm gonna die

Probz blew my chances with a guy cause I'm weird, self conscious, shallow and materialistic.
lolz.
There is literally nothing good he could see in me.

Sorry I've been MIA for so long.
Just busy working and being drunk and repeating that several times in a row. Wee

I want everything about this (minus the end)

Lol I probably wont ever commit to one guy.
Meehee

& I was afraid of you but now I've gotten used to you.

I did a lot of listening to things that made no sense, traveling and fixing my life today.
I'm so tired. All I want to do is nap and not see anyone for the next couple of days.
I'm sick of people. I just want to be by myself because everyone is just a little bit full of shit.

My life is so fucked right now.
I mean what I say but really I don't.
I don't fucking know how I feel about everything going on. It makes me want to vomit.
Goodnight I think.

I thought maybe my silence would one day impress somebody. As of yet, it hasn’t done much for me.

Fre$h

My life feels like I'm living in an episode of the real world.
I came home tonight and helped my new roommate unpack his food and kitchen things while he made us dinner then we baked a cake with Kristyn while getting to know our other new roommate who is a lot cooler than I thought he'd be.
There is a ghost roommate that supposedly lives downstairs but he really doesn't exist so he can't be part of our new Briarwood Ranch family.
All in all this is a fresh start and it feels good. I can't wait for Chantel to visit our new and improved house.

I want to go on this so bad I kind of want to cry
http://ca.contiki.com/tours/102-egypt-the-nile

You dirty little slut.

In other news I'm cold, hungover, tired, frustrated and my room is a mess.
I sort of have a cute boy who likes me when he's sober which is nice though.
I don't want new roommates who are boys. I just want the extra rooms to stay empty and live in this house with Kristyn and that's it.