I want

weed right now I'm so bored and it's too early to go to sleep and I'm watching the 12th pokemon movie.

RAAAARGGGGGGGGGGHH

I've been

Laying in bed all day, alternating between playing pokemon, tumblr, twitter, facebook, eating and watching how I met your mother.

Not that you all care.

So unproductive but I'm cherishing these moments as the last times I'm going to get to be bored before school.

Tomorrow I'm cleaning the entire house which should be super funskies.

In other news I wish someone, anyone would make plans with me cause I'm not good at being bored. JK I'm amazing at it.

can something fun happen soon?

I mean I have a whole liter of grey goose and no reason to drink it.

My life is so boring right now that I have nothing to blog about and the things I do want to blog about I don’t want anyone to read so what’s a girl to do?

Only ugly guys like me

I don't care if saying that makes me shallow. Like leave me alone PLEASE.

I had a dream

that this guy I liked didn’t want to be with me cause he thought I was too “easy”. Maybe my brain is trying to tell me something?

I hope that, that wasn’t the reason he didn’t want to be with me in real life though. :(

The things I haven't told you,

you won’t believe.

Drunk me

is outta control. Why did I do that? Wah.

I could honestly stand to lose more weight, especially in my arms. They look like tiny whales. I hate them. I'm never going to be ok with my body, am I?

The next 3 days

are packed with stuff to do

Tomorrow: work 9-2 then pick out my outfit for David's birthday. Meet Matt downtown, buy alcohol then go to David's, maybe dinner, then pre drink. Go to whatever bar David wants to go to and have an amazing night

Sunday: Be hungover, bake David's birthday cake and then eat it and be more hungover.

Monday: Pick and pack all of my outfits for Florida and then work overnights.

whomp whomp

Sorry I’m young and I like to party and do shit that I will never again be able to do in my life.

If that makes me a slut, whore or unattractive…oh well. I’m doin’ me.

I miss really partying

and pre drinking with all my friends for so long that we wouldn’t want to leave the house

and showing up at a party and knowing everyone

and making out with random cute boys

and bringing random cute boys home

and awkward morning afters with cute boys

and meeting up in the morning with everyone, hungover as fuck and sharing stories from the night before.

Can’t wait till this starts again in September.

A million fuck yous to you and fuck me for being the way I am.

Oh wait you already did and that's the problem.

I'm stupid.

Never again.