And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

I'm never walking to the lcbo from Humber again.
But I got cute, pink sambuca which rules.
I gotta get up at 7 tomorrow so byeeee :)

hayy my wristband for welcome weeeeeek

i love chantel's macbook :)

I'm like an illegal immigrant to humber residence

Hello from Humber Residence T 405.
I can't leave residence for the next few days because I'm not even allowed to be here because I don't have a room.
Hahaha
Almost finished unpacking Chantel's room.

BYE

bye again

Hi everyone.
I'm going down to Toronto with Chantel today, living out of a suitcase for a week and helping people move in to residence even though I have no place to live this year. That's lolz.

Anyways I'm going to miss everyone especially Matt, Katie and Amanda. I'll be coming back to Barrie often because Toronto isn't that far ;)

And Matt I'll be flying out to see you in Ottawa all the time.

LUV YOU

Hamsters carry food in their cheek pouches, which when full double or even triple their heads in size. Guinea pigs do not have secret hiding spots in their heads.

HAHAHA made my night.
bedtimes, gnightz

have a nice day

"if something is not happening for you it doesn't mean it's never going to happen, it means you're not ready for it."

the world is sex obsessed and i'm totally missing out on it.
fuck.

last friday of summer, pretty much

I:
saved a snail

brought my little brother to the beach and played on inner tubes

went downtown to go the bar with matt, amanda and marcus but matt didn't get in so we went to go eat at mr sub. they only had white bread :(

swam in the lake with matt because there was nothing else to do downtown


something fun happen this week please.

today i actually made an effort for something
and i regret it.

goodnight, hood right?

hi,
i haven't written a blog in a couple days
so i just wanted to say
come over to matt's house this week and play snakes and ladders with shot glasses as the game pieces.

goodbye

something good, finally.

don't fuck it up helga.

never mind, it wasn't good after all.

:(

something good, finally.

don't fuck it up helga.

can something good happen to me soon please? life has just been fucking me over again and again lately.
anyways i'm going out on the boat today and maybe going to visit caribana again.
i have a 3 hour shift tonight as well which kinda makes me want to scream.

drank from coconuts today.

bought these and love them.

oh and this

i would buy a game about fishing.

Yeah sure, there are a lot of things I shouldn't have done but it's too fucking late now isn't it?

the story of my current life

I hate my work.
I honestly want to punch everyone that works at Mcdonalds in the face
minus the day ladies and my obv best friends.

I don't care if people there think I'm a bitch or don't like me or want to talk behind my back then be nice to me when they work with me.
They can all go FUCK THEM SELVES.

I
CANT
WAIT
TO
LEAVE

we always used to have the best nights together but during this particular night you decided to invite the boy i disliked very much.
such a good friend you are.
i would never do this to you.
i would never even hang out with someone you didn't like.
:'(
why did you have to go and ruin everything?
I didn't even want to drink anymore because it made me into someone that I'm not.

:'(

hate u

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Between Andrew Lukachko and You

Helga Napolitano
August 5 at 2:54pm
i'm so sorry about being a bitch to you at the end of your party :(
i was really drunk

Andrew Lukachko
August 9 at 8:26pm
Report Message
Sure. You owe me $50.00 though.

Helga Napolitano
Today at 12:59am
you can honestly go fuck yourself and go shove your 50 dollars up your ass.
next time matt has a party plz don't come thanks.


EDIT
apparently he thinks he can bring me to court for not paying for a 50 dollar frame so whatever, i'm going to pay it but i honestly don't give a shit about a fucking picture your dead uncle painted for you.
you're retarded.

why did i pick up an 3 and a half hour shift today? :(
i want to watch the exorcist but i'm too scared.

If I could go back and do it again I just wouldn't give a shit about any of you.
Not worth it, not worth any of it.
I don't like to try for people AT ALL but not trying for people still means I'm trying to not try.

I'm so upset that I want to vomit.

151 rum

welllllll
last night was fun until about 4 am
why do i have to tell people things i really shouldn't when i'm drunk like who i like?
we drew on matt's chest and i think i kissed him at one point in the night. what the helllllllz?
so i did as i said i was going to do, i drank cariobu lous all night last night and it got me soooo so fucked up, eventually.
when my best friends got too drunk i just wanted to be alone/go swimming.
i don't know why i smoke when im drunk either. it just happens.
i had a talk about boys with one of my managers at work who is a boy, so awkward ahahha.
i broke a lot of things in andrews house but i didn't mean to.
me and matt were play fighting later in the night and he hurt me so i went downstairs and told everyone he beat me and everyone got mad at him.
then i tried to sleep in andrews bed with andrew then he left because he wanted his bed to himself so i cried then yelled at him and he told me to get the fuck out of his house then went to go in another room and cried with another boy from work.
matt drove me home at 7 am and i was supposed to go to wonderland at 12 today but i was too fucked up to go. now i'm just sitting here dying just a little bit. god life is fun and i'm still drunk. matt's coming to hang out with me soon.
buhhhbyeeee

why am i the only girl in this picture?

Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight, make some noiseeee

Tomorrow, drinking caribou lous all night looong.

I've never felt like I was going to die more in my life than I did last night.
Bongs are evil.
The hotel party, dancing and jumping on the beds was fun though :)