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Toronto, Ontario, Canada

Thursday, October 30, 2008


Ohh so apparently I'm on r5 now for rez.
That's cool.
Just go change it all.
Well at least now i have a decent amount of stairs to climb to get to my floor...

today today todayyy

I was so bored in class today that I made a detailed schedule of what I'm doing today.
It goes a little something like this:
1. Go to residence to show my receipt for paying for the room.
2. Give 20 dollars to the kid I owe 20 dollars to.
3. Take money out of the bank machine to buy semi tickets then buy semi tickets.
4. Get a drink or 2 and cough drops.
5. Buy a notebook.
6. Finish my internet survey project.
7. Print out my mass com paper and put it in the teacher's drop box....if I can find it. That should be an adventure...
8. Take the go bus home.
9. Take the city bus home from downtown.
10. Clean my room.
(Take some pictures for photography if I have any time)
If all goes as planned I should be in bed by 9 pm.
Since we are having a work period in class I think I'm going to start my schedule!


I feel like death.
I had about a half an hour coughing fit on the bus, people probably thought I had some kind of disease.
Then when I stepped off the bus it was so cold that I wanted to throw up.
It doesn't help that every time I swallow it feels like I'm swallowing porcupines.
I'd give anything to be in my bed, curled up in my warm blankets.


Wednesday, October 29, 2008


So it's official! I'm moving residence in Toronto in two weeks.
I didn't think it would happen so soon but I'm incredibly exited.
I'm not so exited to have to tell my 2 jobs that I have to leave or that I have to find a job in Toronto but I'll manage.
Me and Chantel are living on floor 2 in the R building and I'm so happy!
I'm kind of anxious to be living on my own but hopefully I'll make a lot of new friends and I don't gain 372344 pounds like everyone says you do when you first start living on res.
I'm so ready to leave Barrie, you have no idea! But I'll miss my few friends I have here: Katie, Pat, Matt. I'll come visit often and you are always welcome to come party it up with me down in T.O.


This is what my regular diet consists of


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

postponing class stuff to the last minute

So I would be doing this:

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?

Who was the last person you thought was sexy?
Matt graham and the sexy way he likes to eat McDonalds.

Do you eat a lot of fast food?
2 words:
snack wrap

What did you last get upset about?
my throat hurting

What do you do when you've had a bad day?

Kiss on the first date?

When is the last time you personally made someone else cry?
I don't know

Do you believe exes can be 'just friends"?

Do you miss someone?

Are you different now than you were six months ago?

Who were the last people you talked to?
Matt and David

Are you too shy to tell people when you're developing feelings for them?

What are you going to do tonight?

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
yes I would move to residence with Chantel and party :)

If someone did like you, how should they let you know?
they should tell me how much they REALLY REALLY like me...
oh wait.
no they shouldn't.

Do you cry easily?

Do you do selfish things?

What person/people in your family are you the most like?
my cat
because I'm lazy

Have you ever put anything other than cheese in your grilled cheese?

If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because..?
I'm shy

Do you always get along with your sibling(s)?

Would you rather be cheated with or on?
I'm not choosing.

What did you do two nights ago?
stayed home

Who is the last friend you saw?
Matt Graham, David, Chantel, Amanda

Is fall the best season?

What kind of shoes did you wear today?

Do you like Dr.Pepper?
I don't like pop

Do you tan or burn when in the sun?

Do you like scary movies?

Roller coasters?

Who was the last person to comment you?

What did you do this past Friday?
well i went to a show downtown Toronto then got drunk on res
and the rest is history I'd say

Have you ever watched the sun rise?

What's one song that makes you cry?
the quite screaming

When's the last time you went to the tanning salon?

What brand of batteries does your family use?

Is science your best academic in school?

Ever drank nail polish remover?
obv. doesn't everyone?

Do you wear glasses or contacts?

AIM, MSN or MySpace IM?

Have you ever been searched by the cops?

When's the last time you've been sledding?

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
someone else.

Do you consider yourself creative?

Do you know how to play poker?

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?

Have you ever been Ice Skating?

Do you like Sushi?
hell yeah

What food do you find disgusting?
liver, sweet peppers

Have you ever been punched in the face?
by my brother

What were you doing this morning at 8?
driving to Toronto

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?

How is your hair right now?

Are you good at math?

Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?

Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?

What was the weather like on your birthday?

Is there someone you wanna go on a date with?

Name one annoying thing?

Who is your last text from?

How is life going for you right now?

Are you keeping a secret from someone that needs to know the truth?
all the time

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?

Are you more independent or dependent?

Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?

Who will you see tomorrow?
Chantel, Caitlin, Matt, James prob.

When was the last time you went to the mall?
last week

Do you give out second chances too easily?

Where was your last car ride to and from?
to the movies and back home

Do you hold grudges?

Ever felt that no one related to you?

Had plans and broke them?
i try hard not to

What is the last book you read?
i don't read books

Are you a tease?

Who can always make you laugh?

Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
with a camera in my hands

Have you ever fallen for a best friend?

Have you ever kissed someone named John?
can't say I have

Do you like someone?
ohh yesss :)

Where will you be in 4 hours?
in my bed

What's your worst injury?

Do you talk to someone on the phone every night before you go to bed?
i used too.
i kinda miss it but not the person it was with.

What are you looking forward to in the next few weeks?
hsm3 with Matt
ya knowww ;)

i love this song

You know I'll wait forever
If I have time to
But I don't have forever
To wait for you yeah

So when I say I want
Us to be together
Just say you want me too
And I'll be yours forever


I was going to give it all up for you.
Oh well.

Easy come easy go.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

black and gold

'cause if you're not really here then the stars don't even matter
Now I'm filled to the top with fear but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here then I don't want to be either
I wanna be next to you
Black and gold
Black and gold
Black and gold

who else misses this song?

good ol' jt :)


So yeah I figure I'm going to go play game boy instead of doing my 10 page paper for internet survey and research due tomorrow.
If I don't do it I fail the class but I emailed the teacher to see if I can hand it in late.
I'm so glad I have my priorities straight.

That rhymed.

I just finished watching Murder by Numbers and Ryan Gosling looked smokin' in it ;)

bahha as if I just used the word smokin'
I seem to be rambling.
I should probably end this entry...



It's almost 2 in the morning and I don't even know how I'm still alive, seeing as I only got 3 hours of sleep last night. I should be a passed out mother fuckkerrr...
but I'm not.

I'd hate to bore whoever is reading this about how confused I am with life (again) but its pretty much all I can think about.

I know that the longer I keep this up the closer I get to losing everything.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

I am so confused about life right now. I need to make a decision soon but I probably wont because I'm selfish.


Friday, October 24, 2008

epic fail?

This is the note I got back on my last assignment for media writing:
Helga: This should be in proper paragraph form. You are lucky I have decided not to deduct a full 50 per cent. You need the marks.


Oh well, I'm so exited for todayyyy.
Going to a show downtown then going to get hammered on residence.
Wooo :)

I fail at school.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Friday: Comeback kid show with Chantel, James and Matt M then partying it up on residence ;)
Saturday: Hangout with the boyfrannn.
Sunday: Going to see high school Musical 3 with Pat and Katie.
Halloween: Dressing up with Katie and Jenna.
November 7th: Gotham Gala with Chantel and Matt W hopefully.
November 6th: Tattoo party with Chantel?

Today was funnn.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I lied

I bought this dress today for semi :

I'm sooo exited. The theme of the dance is Gotham city so I think my dress suits the theme ;)

My other purchases included

a jacket because it snowed today and 2 necklaces...not that I needed them.


I was going through my saved e mails today and I found these.
AS IF these pictures actually exist!

Andrew Mcdonald?

16th birthday party?

Pat has a beard?


what was I thinking?

kyle dzula?

michael was chubby?

I had poor taste in clothing?


sexy legs?

I was cute?


Blast from the past much? I forgot about all of these pictures.

That's enough blogging for today I suppose.
Me and Chantel are going to eat Oreo cheesecake soon byeee!


I'mmm getting this dress for semi on the 7th of November. End of story.

Me and my date are both wearing purple dresses ;)

Monday, October 20, 2008

my new favorite webcomic


Sunday, October 19, 2008

emotional much?

By the end of tomorrow I will have worked a total of 35 hours in the past 4 days. This was probably the most boring and the soberest week I've had since school started in September which sucks.

I'm really exited for this semester to be over and I can't wait to see if I got a spot in residence for next semester. I really want to meet new people because I have yet to do at school.

I wish I wasn't shy.
I wish I wasn't so indecisive.
I wish I didn't feel like I need to be needed by people.

My problems aren't really as big as they are in my head...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

noise ahhhh

So I'm trying to finish this five page essay for history right now in the learning commons at school and there is this fucking person beside me whistling the Rocky theme song. I am going to kill them. Like who in their right mind whistles when EVERYONE around them is doing work? FUCKKK. And the people beside me on the other side are sitting on each others laps and being fucking annoying and eating chips. I want chips. Next time I'm going to the fucking library.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

everything in moderation

I just realized that I'm actually glad you and your family are out of my life.
Too much of anything is a bad thing and that includes religion.

Your god and your life style is not for me.

Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear
I'm just gone beyond repair

I'm angry

I've walked back and forth from Guelph Humber to Humber almost 6 times so I can get my locker because someone put their lock on it.
So first I went the the office in my school to ask how to get my locker back and they told me to go to the security office in Humber. So okay, I go over to Humber and ask the security office if they can help me. They tell me I need a receipt so they know it is my locker so I ask where I can get the receipt. They tell me at the administrations desk in Humber. So i got to the desk and they tell me that I need to wait 15 minutes to be helped. I said screw that because I had class soon and went back to Guelph Humber. After class I go back to the desk and get helped only to find out that they can't help me because I don't have a Humber number because I don't technically go to Humber. Then they tell me I need to go back to the office in my school and they will give me the receipt. I go back to my school for the final time only for them to tell me I need to print my receipt out from the internet.
THATS COOL. So I'm here now and I printed it out and I just realized that I haven't actually paid for the locker but they still assigned it to me...wtf?
I got tired of carrying around my huge ass 4534789 pound backpack so I left it in some random, unlocked locker. I should probably go get it.


Monday, October 13, 2008

i need long sleeved shirts

I only own tank tops and t shirts and it's getting cold outside.
I think it is time I invested in some fall/winter clothing and since I'm working an 8 hour shift at American Eagle this weekend I though I'd do some window shopping on on the ae website so I know what to buy for this weekend.

(And yes, I'm probably going to use my OSAP money to buy this shit.)

These arn't really long sleeved but I want them anyways

tonight was so fucked
oh my god

Sunday, October 12, 2008

billy s

I miss this song so much!
I found it on the i pod Katie gave me the other day and I've been listening to it non-stop ever since.

Money, money woo!
Lotsa money, money woo!

Thursday, October 9, 2008


So I keep runnin'
With real love in my face
Why am I breaking away?
I keep runnin'
So scared of the heartbreak
So scared of making mistakes
I keep runnin'
When all I really need is you
All I really need is you
But I keep on
Runnin' away

typical thursday

Let me begin by saying that I AM SO TIRED and I'm angry because it's not like I can even sleep in tomorrow because I work and I can't go to bed early because I'm hanging out with Matt tonight.

So right now I'm on a computer in my university waiting for my least favorite class to start, media writing.
My new shoes are hurting my feet and I'm going to fail my news quiz. Ohhhhh yeahh! My new guinea pig has an eye infection too. My luck is super.

On a lighter note I'm listening to Jesse McCartney because I can. Don't judge.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008


Look at all the people that have come in and out of our lives in the past 7 years, all the shit that has happened and how much we've both changed.
I'm so glad we can look back on everything and laugh about it.
I'm happy that after all that we are still best friends.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008


ahaha I haven't started a paper due tomorrow worth 25 percent of my grade yet.

I'm fuckkked.

I really have to stop leaving things to the last minute.

ohh btw i'm bored

This time last year, what was your love life like?
we don't ever speak of that

Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?

Hook-up or the whole relationship thing?

Who is your closest friend of the opposite sex?
pasquale :)

Last person to make you smile?

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
i have to pee

What was the last song you listened to?
what is looooveeeee? baby don't hurt me

Name one person who is the most like you?
no one is like me

What would you do if your best friend moved?
be sad, obv.

What is something you really want right now?
to pee

What are you doing this coming weekend?
working, partying, the usual.

Do you have any fun plans for today?
if history class counts as fun plans then yes.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?

Last person who held your hand?

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?

Do you want to cut your hair?
yes actually

Are you in a good mood? If yes, Why?
meh, i did a good job on my photoshop project so i'm decent

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
prob yesterday

Do you think your ex still likes you?
i don't care

What is wrong with you right now?
i have to pee

Do you watch the Hills?
i did

What are you thinking about right now?
going to the bathroom

Wearing any bracelets?

What were you doing at midnight last night?
playing with maxxie

Have you ever gone to a beach?
um, obv not.

What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
chocolate and peanut butter

How long does it take you to get ready?
20 min

What are you wearing?
cowboy shirt, white tank top, jeans, moccasins

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?

When was the last time you smiled?
prob around 9 o clock am

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Do you have any obsessions right now?
beef jerky

Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?

Do you wear glasses?

Anything annoying you right now?
the fact that i have to pee

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?

Do you have plans tomorrow?
gonna go to school and chillll in mass com

How many windows are open on your computer?

Are you sarcastic?
fuck nooo

Can you live a day without TV?

Does anyone know your password besides you?

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?

Did you have an exciting weekend?
i had a run in with tequila so yes

Do you like your life as of now?

How did you wake up this morning?
ma phone

My photoshop adventure

I fixed a picture of my grandma for my photography class.

It's pretty decent, goo mee!

Monday, October 6, 2008


Marty was getting lonely so I got him a cage mate.


Now Marty has a little brother :)