this made my day

Last cast party for Joseph tonight and I have no booze.
I also can't get a hold of my boyfriend to see if he wants to come.
But seriously, what else is new?

In my opinion

The less friends I have the easier it will be to leave them when I move to Toronto. The few people I have now are all I need and I want to keep them around for a very long time.

I miss this

Every time I look at these pictures I miss what we all used to have together. I wish we could all see past all the shit that has gone on in the past few months but I know we can never be the same again, never.

People change, that's all there is to it.

One night in Paris

Today I went to 2/3 classes. Go me! One day I will attend all 3 of them...one day....

So when I walked into fourth period today some random girl who I don't even talk to found the need to comment on the fact that I rarely show up to that class. Well thanks bitch, I didn't realize I don't come to class. Then she proceeded to comment on a fight me and my film teacher had nearly 2 weeks ago. FUCK YOU. I DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER TO YOU. STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.

I'm beginning to hate a lot of people who,frankly, I have no good reason to hate. I'm just sick of everyone who isn't my friend. I wish they would just get out of my life, NOW.

After school me and Pat tried to do some work on our religion ISU which some how ended up in us trying really hard to find Paris Hilton's sex tape one the internet. ONE NIGHT IN PARISSSSS.MMMMM. Anyways we didn't succeed. The we went to McDonald's, ate, ate, ate, bought 8 heads of iceberg lettuce all while he was fighting with his girlfriend on the phone. SUPPAAA FUN.

You have accepted an offer of admission to University of Guelph for the following program:

Program Code GMT
Program Title Bachelor of Applied Arts in Media Studies
Co-op No
Year Code First Year
Date of Enrolment Fall 2008

SWEET.

I have so much free time after school now.The musical is finished but it will forever stay in my heart because I'm a corny mother fucker. I'm so glad something so good came out of so much hard work. The musical was fun but I'm happy it is over. :)

LOVE

I know who my friends are now. They are the ones who skip class with me, the ones who don't criticize me and the ones who make me feel better when I'm down.

The only friends I really need in my life right now: Katie Varsava, Pasquale Seminara and Zachary Jackson I love you guys, you are my true friends. Thanks for always being there.

It really doesn't feel like any of my friends care about me anymore.
I want to pretend it doesn't bother me but it does.
Shit happens to me.

On another note I'm so tired of everything, especially high school. I can't wait for it to be over and people can stop being so critical over stupid things. Most people clearly don't know me well enough to make a proper judgment so they should probably shut the fuck up or say it to my face and not through honesty box.

Some people are just plain nasty, but I guess I can't change what people think of me. That's just the way it is.

So the first two showings of the musical I'm in, Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, went AMAZING. I suppose all those hours of practicing and all those times I wanted to kill the directors was worth it. The closing show is tomorrow and I'm pretty exited because a lot of my favorite people are coming to watch.

As for my throat, it sounds all raspy and gross but hopefully it stops being sore before tomorrow.

THAT WOULD BE COOL.

Its been a while since I posted because my damn computer was infected with so many viruses it isn't funny. So now I am forced to write my blogs while I skip class at school.

So my throat pretty much hurts like a mother fucker for no reason and I have to perform in a musical in two days.

Shitty...

So I love being ditched pretty much all day and sitting alone in the cafeteria on spare. Thanks Pat :) Today has been a waste of a day but at least I don't have musical practice tonight. Opening night is next Thursday and I'm nervous, plus my costume looks shitty.

In other news I found something that I NEED to invest in for the summer. Its called a holga camera and not only is the name of it similar to my name but it takes some pretty cool pictures.

My worst fear

I just found out that the University of Ottawa accepted me into their bachelor of arts program which isn't the one I planned on getting in to get into buy hey, I'm in. I was kinda hoping Ottawa wouldn't accept me because I don't want to have to make the decision on weather to stay here and live with my grandparents or leave everyone to go live on my own in Ottawa. I don't want to make this decision.

I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you I don't want to leave you.

I don't want to leave any of you but I want to be free from rules, I want to meet new people, I want to be away from here. I wish you could all come with me. I have one week to decide if I'm going or not.

This will probably be one of the toughest decisions I'll ever have to make.

thanks pat

Now I have the urge to say "dun nuh nuh nuh" after every sentence I say.

oh the drive in...

Last night everything went to shit. It shouldn't have happened the way it did.

I got in so much shit for going out to the drive in last night from my mom and from my friend's mom because I was staying at her house for the night. To make it even better I smelled like booze when I got to my friends house and got questioned about it. My mom pretty much hates me for ruining her mothers day... again. She also wants to return my prom dress and not let me go to after prom. Life is grand. Hopefully everyone gets over everything and we can pretend like last night NEVER happened.

wow

Pretty sure all my best friends are going to have a bitchin' time at after prom and you're not :)
I'm so exited for prom and I think I found the dress I want.
Have fun at your rooftop party with a bunch of 30 year olds.
I can't even describe how cool you are.

people

Named Andrew Macdonald are fucking stupid ass retarded pieces of shit.
coooool. :)
Me and Katie are sitting here making this website say stupid shit.
"try sucking my dick...do me"
http://www.vitaminwater.com/tryit

try

You tell me to be supportive and that it will help make you do better in school but that's kinda hard to do that when you just randomly don't show up for school or you "miss the bus". You let so many people down today by not showing up, including yourself. Start making an effort and maybe I'll start supporting you.

In other news I have to watch the godfather part one for film class because my stupid teacher decides to show us part two in class when most of us haven't seen the first one.He expects us all to go out to spend money and rent it. Stupid fuck. Now my dvd player wont even work so I can't watch it.

fuck you weekend

why did you have to go and be so boring?

turnaround

I'm so glad that me and Katie's movie for film class turned out great. Everyone involved put a lot of work into it and I really hope that despite my poor acting job our movie makes it to my school's film festival.
Filming the movie was one of the most stressful and scary things I've had to do, especially because we had to film at an abandoned juvinile detention center at night.