I like the way that you talk,
I like the way that you walk.
It’s hard to recreate such an individual game

You wait you turn in the queue,
You say your sorries and thank you’s
I don’t think you’re ever
A hundred percent in the room

Hi, I'm swamped with homework.
My flipcup team made it to the semi finals at the tournament last weekend.
3 little blond girls and one boy beat a whole bunch of teams with tank ass guys on them.
Go us.

tonight

this is what i'll b e wearing

this is what i'll be drinking

flip cup tourney, hopefully we do well :)

I got my first tattoo today :D

muffin top

Today at work my manager gave me the top part of a blueberry muffin to eat for free because it had broken off. It was fresh and I LOVE FRRESSSSHH BLUEBERRY MUFFINS A LOT. While I was eating it I started to do a happy bounce but I didn't realize it and the ladies I work with pointed out that I was happily bouncing and laughed. I'm so embarrassing / fucking weird.

Thnx 4 reading my pointless blog entry.
Luv u,
bye!

luv it wen u thug me bby

i never realized how much i missed this song until now

:):):)

I had an allergic reaction from pineapple tonight and my stomach has finally recovered since it happened at 7:30 pm resulting in no homework done. My room is a mess and I sleep with gratuitousness amounts of things on my bed such as books, bags and clothes. How do I live?

:(

the only thing i'm looking forward to is this weekend which is the flipcup tournament in which my team will kick some ass. the rest of the week can fuck off. who's with me?

I've been waiting 5 minutes for this fucking dude to be done printing his shit. He's printing a goddamn book I tell you.
HURRY UP SO I CAN GO READ THE REST OF THE BOOK OF NEGROES.

.....
He's still printing. I know he's going to take my one fucking page I need by mistake then I'm going to have to print it again.

All the paper is going to be out soon....

It's been like 10 minutes now.
I'm going to go punch him in the face, BYE!

Hate my life with me

So there's this 10 page essay for my contemporary narrative class. It's due November 30th but little did I know that it really isn't due on that day. It's due today. LOL LOL LOL I'm so fucked. I read 100 pages of the book I was supposed to do it on today. 300 more to go.
LOL+FML
I'm dying of stress and I have to work at 8 am for the next three days.

My little brother is so cute. He made a huge breakfast for me this morning which I was too much of a bitch to wake up and eat. I feel bad. He just gave me a kiss on the cheek to say goodbye because I wont be home for another month.
I have the best brother ever.

My week

Wednesday night, flip cup/ dolphin stickers galore

Friday night we filled a room with balloons
we got fancy

and put candy in our drinks
we're weird

i'vr got this ice box where my heart used to be.

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable

Today I mopped my bosses office at work. Eventful day so far.
Oh and I walked home with the cute boy from work too.
After class I'm sleeping forever, do not disturb. going to my friend Sean's house, see you later alligator.

i don't even know what i could write about how i feel to make me not sound pathetic.

it's all over, i'm done like i was before tonight
fuck, just fuckfukcufckfuckxvghbuVDSFB

Like all the boys before, like all the boys, boys, boys.

it
will
only
be
a
matter
of
time
goodnight

Does he know what I do and you'll pass this on, won't you ?

My hair is always so messy, I never brush it. I like the way it looks though.
I wish this song would stop getting stuck in my head but it's so fucking good.

I'm having second thoughts about you but I guess that's better than no thoughts at all, goodbye.

Dance cave trip was successful. Got in with my fake, didn't have to buy any drinks because I was already ridiculously drunk. Met a cute boy, made out with him all night long, found out he was 5 years older than me, cool. He was still amazingly cute sooo :)
Took the bus home with Kristyn, Sam, and Paul because everyone ditched us. Listened to some crazy guy sing foreign music on the bus and wanted to murder him and walked in the fog all the way back to residence. Promising night.

matt says:
so are you feeling okay?
helga * says:
yeah
i had a sign
it was crazy
i was leaving work and i put my i pod on shuffle
and i don't need a man by the pussy cat dolls was on
and i was like OH HELLS YEAH

i love my life

:(

So being a third wheel is now a standard part of my life. 2 of my good friends that I live with have boyfriends and here's me, Helga just sitting around wasting time on guys that never text her back. Cool. Worst mood ever. I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm sick of the way I look and act. Can I just be someone other than me for a little while, please?

let it out

I liked it better the way things were, when I was the only one.

Back to the same old, same old.

Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Welcome 2 Mcdonz, what can I get 4 uuuuuu?

me and raj !
one sexy ass mother fucker

I feel too much.
That's what's going on.
Do you think one can feel too much?
Or just feel in the wrong ways?
My insides don't match up with my outsides.
Do anyone's insides and outsides match up?
I don't know. I'm only me.
Maybe that's what a person's personality is:
the difference between the inside and outside.

and it's easy, hard as it looks.

HI here's a big fuck you to everyone in the past few days who has neglected to message me/text me/facebook me back after I've tried to make plans.
Just know no more time will be wasted making plans on my part because obviously spending time with the select few of you is clearly more important to me than it is to you.
BYE!

I made an effort to be more social today at work which worked out quite nicely. I'm so sick of working early in the morning though, SO SICKK. I don't have to work until Wednesday which is good. After work I went shopping at value village for a little bit. I bought boots, j'adore mes bottes.
I do enjoy uploading pictures where I look like I'm in mid sneeze/crying/laughing/screaming/being half retarded and whatnot.

now I can't think no more

The doctor came in the morning, she held my hand
And asked: "Was it worth it? Could it be worse than this?"
Please recall, give me a hint, anything will do
If this was the last time now you should tell us what to do

If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart

So I haven't posted any legit updates about my life lately so here goes:
It's Friday night and I've already watched 2 movies, going on 3. I wish someone would have kept me company. I'm disappointed in the fact that I only kiss the boy I like when we are drunk. Sober kisses aren't my thing, like ever.
I just sat on a toilet seat with piss all over it, I feel beyond disgusting. My night seems to be looking up obviously.
So the plan for the rest of tonight is to watch a French movie called "Love me if you Dare", shower and go to bed.
I can't wait to get paid next week. I'm purchasing a lot of new black tights and boots asap.

Thanks for reading, bye :)

Let's make lists of all the things that make us smile and tick them off, one at a time. The world will carry on without you and me when we're gone. Let it carry on without us, today.

where do all the lovers meet with one another?

i'm so glad i found this band. they are beyond amazing.

I'm the new Sinatra
and since I made it here
I can make it anywhere.
Yeah they love me everywhere

if you're the person who is meant to read this you'll know what it means

“We don’t talk but I had a dream about you last night and you moved to Los Angeles in it so I came to visit you. We went to the beach.”

So since I have a laptop again I guess this means i'll be staying up late every night. Balls.
Also, such a good song/band. OMG

hihihihihihi

i'm not looking forward to the next 2 weeks. i'm dead broke from buying my laptop so that means no party times this weekend.
i have a crush, oh hey!!!!!!!! what else is new, honestly.

HALLOWEEN WEEKEND

NIGHT 1:
BANK ROBBERS


CHILLING WITH BRUNO
NO ONE FUCKING KNEW WHAT WE WERE, SHAME

NIGHT 2:

UNICORNS(AKA BEST COSTUME EVER)

THE COSTUMES RODE UP ON OUR CROTCHES HARDCORE

BUT WE STILL RULE

NIGHT 3:

SAILOR MOON

:)

SAILOR VENUS

FOUND MA TWIN

BEST HALLOWEEN EVER, BYEE!