Today I went to lunch with my nono. he said he wants me to get married before he dies which made me sad cause I don't have many marriage plans in my future. He bought me groceries from an Italian grocery store...who knew those existed right? I came home, cleaned out my rats cage and cleaned the house. I cleaned behind the stove and fridge which my landlords left disgusting dust and food and magnets behind so that was fun. I mainly went on a cleaning spree to get rid of the ants in my house. When my roommates came home the ants returned because someone was careless and left food on the floor. I ONLY SPENT ALL DAY CLEANING TO RID MY LIFE OF ANTS NO BIG DEAL. Anyways after that I worked out. I never feel thin enough even though I have lost a pretty decent amount of weight in the past 2 years. I think this is mainly because I rarely drink anymore and I also eat very little junk food. I have also cut down on how much I eat in general. This all makes me sound like I have an eating disorder but oh well. March 2010

  August 2012   NEVER AGAIN will I look like I did in picture 1

SORRY

Mega update so right before I went to visit my boyfriend for thanksgiving 2 weeks ago I discovered I had a minor corneal ulcer on my eye and had to go to the hospital. This resulted me having to wear my glasses that I hate for 6 days plus eye drops every half hour.

but I ended up having a good thanksgiving with my boyfriend and then family. I'm glad Kyle didn't have to spend the entire weekend alone.
The week following I worked the entire week which is boring and stupid. This past weekend I went shopping with my roommate in Chinatown and Kensington market and bought stuff like this:
Then I went to a Halloween party and I dressed up as hello kitty
Other MISC pictures of me from the past 2 weeks like you care
I'll try to update more often bye

It's weird knowing that the person you're with now wasn't always yours and they've done the same stuff with you as they've done with other people. They've fucked other people, laughed with other people, joked, cried and shared lasting memories. You just wish you were the only person they had ever done those things with and continue to be the only person. These thoughts make me want to vomit. The thought of you with someone else in the past makes me sick.

According to my blogger stats a lot of people from Russia have been reading my blog. So hi from me in Canada to you in Russia <3 If those stats are even true....

Today during my work meeting I won the monthly challenge of basically "who's the best employee" and won a pink ipod shuffle. I'm not sure if I'm going to keep it or sell it yet cause it's so cute and I won it and I'm proud cause I never win anything. I also won one of the 7 special awards and I got the excellent customer service award which will look good on my resume. Along with that I got some bath and shower jell and a bag of Halloween treats. I finally decided to take a job seriously and it paid off. YAY. If you were wondering this is what my work looked like today but i did my best to work hard even though there weren't many customers. I'm flying out to see my boyfriend on Friday night for thanksgiving and tomorrow I'm working another 10 hour shift.

So I'm done my exhausting 11 hour shift.
Tomorrow I have a normal shift then my work is having a thanksgiving dinner/meeting that I'm attending and I'm eating ALL THE FOOD.
My boyfriend isn't going to make it out to see me this weekend but I'm going to visit him for about a day and a half because if I don't I wont get to see him for the next 3 weeks and I can't do that cause I'm weak and I love him too much. Hahaha
Anyways we are having our own little thanksgiving since he doesn't get to have one otherwise.
It's gonna be damn cute.
Excited to eat 10000 calories tomorrow then burn it off.

I said I'd try to write a blog every day so here goes:
Tomorrow I'm working a double shift so 12 hours because living on your own and paying rent is tough and shit like that.
That's one thing I hate about living on my own for sure.
My boyfriend hasn't gotten back to me on whether he can come visit this weekend cause he needs his parents to pay for the plane ride which I set up at a discount.
So that is frustrating me and so is the fact that I can't see him whenever I want.
I wish I could find a new boyfriend that lives close to me but the problem is that boy wont be Kyle.
So suck for me.
I'm ignoring him right now cause he is being a loser + so am I and I'm mad that I have to work 2 double shifts this week to be able to afford where I live.