You don't even know what it's like so stop preaching your bullshit.

Bad things that happened today:

1. My computer has a virus that I can't get rid of
2. My work scheduled me to work on my birthday party and my actual 21st birthday
3. My mom wants me to move to Georgetown for the summer
4. My mom thinks I won't make enough money to pay for rent in the summer
5. I didn't go to the gym cause I was too stressed out about things
6. My septum is infected
   

Good things that happened today:

1. Got my shift covered on the day of my birthday party
2. The boy I was crushing on asked if he could come to my birthday party
3. Funneled a beer
4. Got free condoms and mints from my friend
   

END

when I said ' I can see me in your eyes',
you said 'I can see you in my bed',
that's not just friendship that's romance too,
you like music we can dance to.

That awkward moment when you are hooking up with a guy and he says he just broke up with his girlfriend a week ago but really they are still dating and have been for 3 years.


LOL

Worst mood ever. Going to sleep all day today and not give two fucks about anyone.
Pretty much every boy in the world sucks and I can't wait until my birthday. Dah end.

All fucking cowards and comfort seekers
Never satisfied with who you have. Fuck yourselves.

Manners! Take a second look and you'll see there is no one like me. Manners! You better reconsider cause you will never do better.

10 secrets
09 loves
08 fears
07 wants
06 places
05 foods
04 books
03 films
02 songs
01 picture of yourself

1. Money
2. Summer
3. Success career wise
4. A tall, skinny, awkward boy with a big nose
5. To be 115 pounds
6. New shoes
7. Sexi times with a hot guy. Yes PLEASE.

I hate when you don't see someone for a long time and get over them but then you see them again and they make you smile real big and they have cute dimples and you know you are too good for them but you still like but don't like them at the same time and you shake your head at the fact that they are flirting with everyone at work shamelessly cause they are a huge slut.
Yeah, I hate that.

10 secrets
09 loves
08 fears
07 wants
06 places
05 foods
04 books
03 films
02 songs
01 picture of yourself

1. Gaining weight
2. Getting fat
3. Getting old
4. Sharks
5. Bugs
6. Wells
7. Public speaking
8. Being jumped by a car full of scary, black people lol

Well, what I didn't accomplish in Ottawa I made up for on St. Patrick's day which makes me a happy little panda.
Awe yeah ;););)

Did I follow my plan for yesterday...let's see
-Class : yes
-Go home and eat :like a fatso
-Watch Skins : negative
-Clean my room : done
-Clean my rat's cage : still need to do
-Go to the gym : went for a jog
-Maybe MAYBE go out for a green beer but probably not : I went out because I'm a liar and I got very drunk
-Play pokemon : I was drunk so no
-Decide what I'm going to shoot for tomorrow : still don't know what or if I'm shooting
-Sleep : obvz

Today
-Class : not likely
-Shoot : maybe
-Go get supplies for my party : still on track
-Make green dinner :will do
-Get drunk : yes
-Get really drunk :yes
-Have fun : a lot of yes
-Pass out : weee

So this is going out on a limb but I need to make a plan of what teh hell I'm going to be doing for the next 2 days:
Today
-Class
-Go home and eat
-Watch Skins
-Clean my room
-Clean my rat's cage
-Go to the gym
-Maybe MAYBE go out for a green beer but probably not
-Play pokemon
-Decide what I'm going to shoot for tomorrow
-Sleep

Friday
-Class
-Shoot
-Go get supplies for my party
-Make green dinner
-Get drunk
-Get really drunk
-Have fun
-Pass out

10 secrets
09 loves
08 fears
07 wants
06 places
05 foods
04 books
03 films
02 songs
01 picture of yourself

1. Family
2. Best friends
3. Food
4. Video Games
5. My bed
6. Cute, tall, skinny boys
7. Booze
8. Weed
9. Photography

I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night I will not go out tomorrow night

10 secrets
09 loves
08 fears
07 wants
06 places
05 foods
04 books
03 films
02 songs
01 picture of yourself

1. I get jealous a lot.
2. I spend extra time getting ready if a person I'm interested in is going to be where I'm going.
3. I don't think I will ever be in a successful relationship but that doesn't bother me.
4. I get excited when my clothes are too big for me.
5. I need to be 115 pounds for summer.
6. I'm really, really good at hiding it when I have feelings for someone.
7. I am embarrassed to work at my place of employment but even so I still love my job and most of the people I work with.
8. I will make out with any attractive person if I'm drunk, no matter who they are.
9. I always feel like a needy friend. I feel like my friends do a lot for me and I don't do a lot in return.
10. I can sit on the internet for 12 hours straight and not get bored of it.

My summer will consist of living pretty much alone accept with Kristyn and randoms, working, partying my butt off, hanging out with all my best friends, working on my fitness ;), being downtown a lot, saving up for a macbook pro and of course going to pride parade. This is for sure going to be the best summer ever ever evrevrvevvrevrrrr.

Ever since I found out the guy I like is actually a slut I like him a lot less.
Yay but really cause male sluts are so un attractive and liking him was putting a damper on my life anyways.

I'm content with the way everything is going, finally.
It only took me 2 months.

I bring the most retarded guys home after a night of drinking. If it isn't a guy that overstays his welcome at my house it's a guy who runs out of my house, crying for his ex girlfriend.
Fuck my
motherfucking
life

Everyone is out tonight having fun while all I got to do was work and then go out with 2 of my co workers for a beers and listen to the guy I like share his sex stories which was amazing. JKLOL but the beers and food part was good. I like the people I work with outside of work 100% better.

me todai

And if i could I'd squeeze your hand so tight that every knuckle would crack
I'd wrap my arms around you and snap every bone in your back

The last time I was remotely seeing someone was a year ago and the last time I got laid was 6 months ago. Life why you lie?