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This weekend was pretty great. I went to my schools gala on Friday with some friends and got kisses from a cute boy and got drinks from an open bar.
Last night I drank random liquor I found lying around so I don't remember how much I drank by the end of the night but I actually physically passed out which I never do. Before all of that I went downtown with a bunch of really fun people.
Today I ate about 5 days worth of food and didn't get up from the couch for like 7 hours. Me and Chantel like to make our living room our permanent home after a night of partying.
So much good about this weekend minus the fact that I am still hung over from last night.
STILL HUNGOVER HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE. HOW WHEWFGBFVNYRHFJTRHR93I.
Alchohol makes me love and hate my life so hard sometimes.

nodding my head like yeah

APPEARANCE
[] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[] I’ve tried/I’ve run away from home.
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[x] I want to adopt someday.
[] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I’m in school
[x] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I’ve stolen something from my job
[x] I’ve been fired.

EMBARRASSMENT
[xxxxx] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[] I’ve glued my hand to something
[] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

HEALTH
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I’ve gotten stitches.
[] I’ve broken a bone.
[] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING
[] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada.
[x] I’ve been to Mexico.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[] I’ve been to Japan.
[] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[x] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[x] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[x] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.


HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.


BAD TIMES
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I have been diagnosed with anorexia or bullimia.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.

DEATH
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[] I’ve seen someone dying.

MATERIALISM
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

RANDOM
[x] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don’t kill bugs.
[] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I obsess over grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[] I have “x”s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love spam.
[] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, black or blue.
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[] I’m good at remembering faces.
[] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

I want to be skinnier. Bah.

I write about what I want, about who I want, when I want in here. It's how I deal. Don't like it?
I don't give a shit.
:D

Tomorrow I am going to travel to the passport office to get my shit figured out for my passport then I get to go to a fancy mardi gras gala with a bunch of my friends and a cute boy as my guest. So Yay I guess...

Had to get up at 6 45 just to pick my courses for next semester and hear people talk about how my picture of Amanda doesn't look like Amanda. Like HI...do you think that is what I want to hear at 6 in the fucking morning? No, not really so maybe you should think about what you say to me and fuck off.
And yeah. I didn't get the class I wanted to for Wednesday LIKE I KNEW I WOULDN'T BECAUSE NOTHING EVER WORKS OUT so I get Wednesday off and Fridays not off.
Oh and if you didn't notice I updated every single one of my social networking things to tell everyone how mad I am because I am that fucking mad.
Not in the mood for anyone today so please leave me alone.
I'm glad all of you got all the nice little courses you wanted. Weeee :D

Secondly I am pissed because my passport didn't come in and I waited a month for it. So that is just really really amazing. I'm never going to get to visit my best friend which makes me want to cry.
And I'm losing 10 percent in one of my classes because I have a concert to go to and the teacher recently rescheduled a test on the day that I am going and wont change it for me. So never mind about next semester, I'm going to fail out of school before then. This weekend better rule so hard that I forget any of this bad shit exists.