




It's sad, I'm not excited to go back to school AT ALL. I'm loving Barrie too much right now to want to leave, I have no clue why.
A lot of people I know are going away to university for the first time and are excited beyond belief. It makes me regret how I started out university last year a lot and I wish I could just do it over again. Even the fact that moving to Toronto last year changed me into a different person scares me, I don't ever want to be that person again.
I feel like I should just drop out but I can't because then I'd feel like I just wasted a whole fucking year of my life.
I have a lot of retarded phobias, this is one of them, fml.
Allodoxaphobia is also known as:
* The fear of opinions
* Opinion phobia
* The fear of confrontation
* The fear of arguments
I actually think something is wrong with me.
I slept or 10 hours last night and I'm still tired and I've been having stomach problems for the past 4 days.
On Sunday I have to pretend to go to work for 6 hours because I'm not telling my mom I'm suspended.
I'm wearing a lot of black tonight, I looks like I'm going to a funeral, a very sexy funeral.
I had a dream last night that I was riding a giant green tiger named treasure, it was the best dream ever because me and the tiger were bffs.
That's why you don't drink before bedtime.
So today I got pulled into the managers office at work. It's like one of those times when you know you're in trouble but a little part of you is hoping that the manager will be like "don't act so scared! We are promoting you, GOOD JOB! :D"
But no, shit like that doesn't happen to me. Instead I got suspended from work for eating all the time in drive thru.
Fuck, JUST FUCK.