So I didn't die on my day trip to Toronto today which makes me happy. I'm also happy because everything went according to plan and I got to play dodge ball!
So today went like this:
Got up really early and walked 20 minutes to the GO bus stop in about -146565433 weather then took it to New Market where I transferred to the Union station GO bus.

Got to Union Station and took 2 subways to Kipling station where I took a bus to Lake Shore Boulevard West and wandered for about 20 minutes trying to find where the dodge ball tournament was taking place, then my phone died.

Finally found the gym and my team who forgot my jersey which made me sad, then got dressed to try to look like part of the team without my jersey. Played our first dodge ball game and I was really good for some strange reason. I was the teams star player but we still lost and one of our players hurt her knee.

Went to go get food with the team and missed our second game by doing so then lost the other 2 games. Yeah, my team pretty much ruled at life.

In between the games I got to hear about how much fun everyone had at the house party last night that I couldn't go to which made my day even better. I also cheered for a mean boy named Sam to get hit in the head with a dodge ball, unfortunately that never happened.

On the bus ride to residence I found someone to share 4x5 film with for photography which makes my life a lot less stressful then got back to rez, charged my phone and headed back for Barrie.

Took a bus to the subway station that took 1000 hours to get there then had a hard time finding where the subway I needed was. Finally made it to Union Station and bought a ticket for the GO bus to New Market which I had hard time finding too.

So I'm finally home and I can say that I'm never going to take such a trip down to Toronto ever again. Tonight I get to miss a no pants kegger, lucky me but Matt is coming over to watch Titanic with me and have a sleepover so I guess that makes up for it.

So I'm up at this crazy hour because I have to venture to Toronto on buses, subways and more buses to play dodge ball. My tummy hurts and I'm tired so this all better be worth it and my team better win every game.
Ahaha.
I have to walk 20 minutes to the bus stop soon in the dark so hopefully I don't get raped or something.

If I don't come back alive don't miss me too much blog.

xoxo Helga

you're too heavy

Walk and pick things up as you go. Nothing too heavy, nothing too light. Weigh each item against your soul and if it measures up, take it with you. If it makes you weary or it loses its significance, leave it behind for someone else to find.

Keep only that which you need.

But I thought, this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not.

Last night was fun. Me and Kristyn got drunk off vodka and talked about life then tried to find someone to sign us in to caps to see ill scarlet. By the time we found someone and got to caps they wouldn't let us in because it was too late to let anyone in. So we went all the way back to residence and hung out on s2 then we got really high in a gazebo with some boys from s2. Then I couldn't stop laughing especially when I watched this video.


Me and Paul ended up hanging out in his room and I ate mini wheats even though I hate them with all my heart.

Today really sucks because I failed my film midterm and our teacher is making us watch a stupid Indian film with subtitles. I know, I'm ignorant and I don't care. I didn't pay for fucking school to study stupid Bollywood shit. FUCK MY LIFE.

So I should pretty much consider dropping out of school right now because I don't have a camera to do my assignment with for photography class so I lose 25 percent a day for it so I fail. I don't have a light meter for my following assignments because I'm poor and I really want to cry right now. I'm really frustrated and I want to leave my photography class right now. Actually I think I'm going to.

I'm going to go work out to get out my frustrations then get drunk
FUCK MY LIFE.

(L)(L)(L)

I'm in love.
KBYE