this is the kind of shit i'd write 4 years ago

“For the past while my mind set is “whats wrong with you, why would anyone want you, you’re ugly.”
Thats how everyone makes me feel.
I’m at the point where I wont even make a move on a guy if I’m drunk.
Everyone wants one of my friends but never me and when someone did want me I tried to take it slow but he only thought I wanted to be friends because of it.”

no wonder im a fucked up slut now.