repeat after me

The past few weeks have been really hard on me emotionally.
and I still want to write so many things about it but I'd rather just tell you than have you read it.
It makes me sad that the next time I see you we wont have seen each other for over a month.
but I guess that's alright because we still aren't ok. I don't know how long it will be before we are ok.
this post sounds stupid so I'm just gonna leave it here on the blog that no one reads.