Round 2 tonight of halloween festivities ( if you could even call last night round one )
mini mouse is going to rock some homemade wine tonight and get a little crazy ;)

Come one, come all
who wants to be another victim of my insecurities?
Come on,
I’ll take everything you’ve ever loved
and leave you broken on the floor

From now on, fly as high as I want
From now on, I'll show my weak spot
From now on, in all that I do
From now on, call me Royal Blue

THIS MAKES ME SMILE NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I SEE IT

Son of a gun

Do you trust your gut instinct?
mostly

The last person you kissed says they want you to be theirs. You say?
hi

Your last kiss probably meant nothing, right?
pretty much

Do you feel like life will be easier when you’re older, or harder?
harder

When people say “I don’t ever talk about anyone”, do you believe it?
LIES

It is okay to kiss people when you’re single?
all dah time

Do you think pot will eventually get legalized?
i hope so

Do you really know how heartbreak feels?
sure

Do your parents actually care about you?
yes

What do you hear right now?
my prof

Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don’t talk to at all?
sure

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
another country (English speaking plz)

Do you need to say anything to someone?
no

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
no

What’s worse, having someone mad or disappointed in you?
mad

If there was a large spider in the room, what would you do?
scream and run away

Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
hahahaha yes ;)

What is bothering you?
a lot

Are you happy with the way things are going?
no

Do you prefer mint, citrus, or cinnamon toothpaste?
minty

Is your birthday on a holiday?
sometimes

Have you ever kissed a football player?
maybe...i've kissed a lot of people

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
i don't like anyone

What were you doing at 8am this morning?
sleeping

What’s the last thing you drank?
wata

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
prob not

What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
we franz

What’s something you really want right now, be honest?
to be happier

Will this weekend be a good one?
i'm praying it will be

Do you try hard in school?
no

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
no

Do you remember who you liked this time one year ago, who?
patrick weeee

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
matt

Do you want to get married?
nah b

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
matt

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind?
no, only matt

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
no

If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?
whatever

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
5

At what age will you get married?
99

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
Eyes

Medicine, fine arts, or law?
fyne arts

Best kind of pizza?
hot peppers, anything hot, anchovies, green olives.
pretty much salty and hot

Is your bedroom window open?
nope

What is in store for your future?
mcdonalds, lol

Who was the last band you saw live?
bloody beetroots

What is your favorite soda?
vanilla diet coke or diet dr.pepper

How many songs are on your itunes?
1345

When was the last time you purchased something over £200.
I don’t shop in pounds

6 bands/musicians that i’ve been listening to a lot lately:
fever ray, drake, ke$ha, kanye, terror

5 things that always cheer me up.
food, the internet, pot, booze, friends/family

TV shows that i’ve seen every episode of.
the oc, digimon, sailor moon

Favourite sports team.
fuck sports

3 things about myself.
i'm the biggest procrastinator, i like stuffed animals, laundry smell helps me sleep

2 ways to win my heart.
FUCK, YOU

In my mind

Remember, I'ma be gone way past November

even stay up there, up there.
Floatin', floatin', hopin' I could find peace somewhere.

You wanna hear how sad my life is? Last night I got high by myself after my closing shift
and after biking through the rain home
and today I stayed in bed all day and watched Degrassi and ate expired sweet potato soup.
I think I'm in a bad state of mind right now.
I don't want to talk to anyone or see anyone and
I just want to be alone.
I don't know what's wrong with me.

I don't want to get out of bed today

i'm never as tired as when i'm waking up

I'm always having dreams of my pets dying.
It's scary as fuck.

so here's a kinda sorta preview of one of my Halloween costumes. I'm going to be mini mouse but slutty. SURPRISE! and I'm also going to be pikachu which is going to be my main costume.
I have to finish making it though -_-
MINI MOUSE COSTUME WITHOUT DAH EARS. ENJOY

Things I need to catch up on/watch:

• season 2 of glee
• the rest of jersey shore
• the real world New Orleans
• the buried life
• the office
• degrassi tng seasons 3-8

was it worth it? could it be worse than this?
pleasse recall. give me a hint. anything will do.

This is the site I made for my first web design test. Could I be more lame?

Ugg something needs to cheer me up, I feel like shit.
All I want to do is visit my best friend but he lives so far away.

Yeah so I thought last night was going to be the best night ever but jklol, I was wrong.
Only got to see the bloody beetroots play for half hour, tops. My new boots got wrecked in the crowd, my tights ripped before I even got to the venue, someone spilled my entire 6 dollar drink on me as soon as I got there, I got SOMEONE ELSE'S blood on my new outfit, got to watch the the boy I kinda like make out and cuddle all night with some crazy chick, spent 40 fucking dollars at the bar. So I'd say, pretty bad night.

I just woke up and I feel like shit and I feel so fucking sad. Fuck this, hibernating forever. Never leaving my room. BYE

Mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time

My webcam has some fucked up settings on it

I'm really nothing special. Bye

Tonight I'm going to smoke, watch pokemon the first movie and eat leftover thanksgiving. Fucking amazing.

I like the feeling of being by myself a lot.
I like the feeling of bedtime cuddles more though. I'm severely lacking cuddles in my life.
Waaah :'(

This movie

Oh my god, amazing. So fucked up but so good.
It really kept me on the edge of my seat and actually got me really angry. I'd so watch it again.

o hay spinner from degrassi
oh and also a little bit in love with the main character. so awkward and skinny. mmmmd8 me?k byeeeee

Can't get fucked over for the 38485748348 time so I'm not even going to try with you. Wish I was up for the challenge but sadly it is easier to webcam with cute boys that live 5 hours away. Weee

I'm so tired of the way I look. I chopped my bangs short again. I haven't been feeling myself since Saturday. Maybe that's a good thing.
Pictures from this weekend:




I look fat in this picture. weee

I HAVE TO GET MY ACT TOGETHER NOW.
AHHH
I'm in such a bad mood. I want to cry and because my marks have been shit so far this semester. No partying this week, just homework, reading and gym.
:''''''''(

I can't prioritize my life worth shit.
I'm always doing something so I never have time to do the things I need.
My bed is so comfy mmmm.
I've found a new passtime to pass the time during hungover weekend. Yeeeeessssss.
P.S. weekend y u be done? :(

You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You used to hold me
You know better than I do

holy fuck i'm so hungover right now. i need to stop acting so ridiculous when i get hammered. i was making out with my best friend all night then cried when i lost everyone at the bar. weee go me. other than that, bottle service is the best/worst thing to happen to my life. i'm still so drunk. kbye

Dear blog stalker (s),
I love you for taking the time to stalk my blog.
Yay for being creepy as fuck, you rule.
XOXO
Gossip Helga