I try to convince myself that most of the feelings I have are completely irrational that way I won't act on them. That way I wont get hurt.

&

you're not coming back.
Can't you come back?

I smoke, I drink, I do my thing
I'm livin in my own world
& if they hate, I let them
Who gives a fuck?

I feel so useless and lost today or in general, mostly the lost part. I don't know why.
I'm a whole big mixture of happy, sad, excited and depressed. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.

What do you want to do before you die?

My list

Goodbye

Pretzel of dishonor

Things I learned tonight: I need to start hooking up with random boys again, it works for me. None of this hanging out bull afterwards.

The boys you like always go for unattractive girls after you.

Don't make someone a priority when you're only an option.

Never trust boys with peace sign shaped pretzel tattoos, ever.

Heed my warning.

I'm hurting for a beer real bad right now. Hi 3 am how are you? I'm going crazy.THANKS FOR ASKING. Goodnight.

Nyctophobia

Nyctophobia, originally uploaded by Helga Napolitano.

My latest work for human figure class. The theme was doors. My theme idea evidently got picked for the entire class to use out of a hat, figures.

And I'll find strength in pain, and I will change my ways

This song always makes me really sad but then happy.

I swear to god I'm not ever letting myself get too close to anyone for a long time.

If there's blood on the roots, then there's blood on the branches.

Between want and need

I hate movies about love and relationships.
They make my stomach do flips and not the good kind.
The truth is that no one is going to ever drive miles and miles just to see you or win you back or fix the relationship because no one gives enough of a fuck in real life.

This made me happy

I'm laying in bed eating pickles.
Life would be so much better if I could just eat pickles all day but I can't because I have to work soon.
If they don't put me on first window in drive thru I'm going to flip shit.

all my haters

st patricks day
the only green i own
make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
yesterday
fuck yaself

KBYE!!!!!!!!!!

YEAAAAAAH

I'm getting so shitfaced tonight
and doing things I'll regret in the morning.
Friday night: Bring it the fuck on.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right

I'm trying so damn hard right now not to do something rash because I don't want to lose you
but I guess it doesn't matter since you're leaving anyways.

Giving the peace sign:

At a beach:

Playing with something:

Something on your head:

With tongue out:

Kissing someone:

Doing something weird:

With your best friend(s):

Doing something really fun:

party bus
A hilarious night:

Intoxicated:

This actually made me realize that 90% of my pictures of me on facebook are of me drunk.
With a person you love:

At school:

Pointing at something:

I'm not actually pointing at anything, my hand just does that.
With someone you hate:

I hate this cunt's guts.
In the mirror:

Looking completely different to how you do now:

Holding something:

A day you were upset/sad:

I was in hysterics by the end of this night. I've never cried so much in my life.
Black and white:

Most Recent:

so much comes out of my mouth it's burning me empty.