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Sunday, April 19, 2009

helga is an emotional wreck as of now

I can't control this feeling of sadness I've been getting for the past week. I need to leave here now. I don't ever want to come back. I just want to be home and feel safe and happy. I need to be home. I NEED TO BE FUCKING HAPPY, I DESERVE IT.

For the past while my mind set is "whats wrong with you, why would anyone want you, you're ugly."
Thats how everyone makes me feel.
I'm at the point where I wont even make a move on a guy if I'm drunk.
Everyone wants one of my friends but never me and when someone did want me I tried to take it slow but he only thought I wanted to be friends because of it. fml

PLEASE GET ME OUT OF HERE.

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