Wasting words on lower cases and capitals

I don't know what to do right now. I have no one to talk to and I just don't know what to do.

I'm so fucked up for thinking anyone could like me the way you do. Why the fuck would they? I don't even know what is wrong with me, I just want to slip into a coma and never come out.

I'm so tired of trying for people. I'm so tired of people walking all over me. I'm so fucking tired of being rejected that I wonder why I even try.

Why do I even exist?

I really can't do anything right now but sit here and cry over stupid shit. I'm fucking pathetic.