unpopular.

Ever since I was in grade school I would have given anything to be part of the "popular" group. Wishing to be invited to their parties or just to hang out with them, thinking that it would be so much better than hanging out with the friend I had.
I've realized this year that the "popular" group isn't really popular in my eyes anymore, in fact I hate most of the people at my school that claim to be popular. They basically annoy the fuck out of me. I've come to realize that my friends are fucking amazing and are wayyy more fun than any of the "cool kids". I don't need any more friends in my life, the ones I've got are just perfect. :)

seriously.

me too.

mutations.

I hate opening up a pack of strawberries and finding a big ass mutant one. I can't even bring myself to eat it. What is even worse is when you find out that all of the strawberries are mutant and there is only one normal one. I wish people would stop fucking with our fruits and putting chemicals in them to make them look huge and disgusting.

i found this.....


my faveeee:)

the storybooks are bullshit.

I hate it.
Everyone is utterly convinced that me and Zach will not be together next year because "you will meet so many new people" meaning so many new boys.
WHY do I even care? Its not like me and him have only been together for a month, we've been together for what feels like forever. I mean, even if I tried I could never give him up. Its like some sort of addiction and no matter where I am or what I do I'm always going to be thinking of him. Its crazy but I think I'm in love.
It baffles me that people can make the judgment on whether me and Zach will be together next year when they dont even know how we are together. We are best friends and we know everything about each other. So they are telling me to throw that away just because I'm moving on in my life and going to university? I don't think so.
This is love and sure its not perfect but its real, not some bullshit you hear in the storybooks. 

giving up.

Giving up chocolate is one of the hardest things I've ever had

 to give up.

DAMMNNN YOUUU LENTTT!

Easter is tomorrow and I will finally be able to eat

chocolate again. Knowing that I was tough enough

to actually give up chocolate for fourty days makes 

me feel strong. It makes me feel like I have the power

to say no to something, no matter how tempting it is.

What a great feeling :) 

blogging is...whatever.

Well I told my boyfriend last night that I made a blog. Big mistake.  He took one look at my first blog and told me that I did it wrong. How do you blog wrong? How!? Someone please tell me, how exactly do you blog? Is there a certain procedure you use to make your blog "blogable"? Is blogable even a word? 
Ah so many questions, so little blog experience.

well

i decided to start a blog.
how exiting....
i should really be at school practicing for my musical joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat but i'm so tired from doing absolutely nothing all march break that i don't feel like going.

well aren't i a lazy fucker...?