update

i miss my boyfriend i get to see him tomorrow after no contact for 2 weeks and not seeing him for 3
and moving out of the place ive been living in for a week cause the landlord is a fucking creep, rude piece of shit so byeeee
moving back home and finding a 1 bedroom apartment where ill have room for allllllllllllll my stuff fuck everyone fuck roommates all i need is my family.
you all suck

I miss my baby
so fucking much
I miss his voice and his nose and his stupid hat that I hate that he wears especially when I say it's ugly.
I hope he is thinking about me as much as I'm thinking about him.
I can't believe I have to do this for another 12 days.
The fact that I can't contact him is driving me insane.
I miss the goodnight and good morning texts.
FUCCUCKCKCKC I HATE THIS

VELD

Haha
what have I been up to
well...
last weekend I went to VELD music festival in downsview park in Toronto and it was amazing.
Easily the best time I've had all summer.
It rained during the Deadmau5 which was so beautiful and I am at  a loss for words at the feelings I felt during the weekend.
Just indescribable.
Amazing music, dancing, weather.
I never really was into house/electronic music before the concert but I think I've grown a new appreciation and it is definitely growing on me.
I got to get up on my boyfriends shoulders for levels by Avicii at the front of the crowd which was my favorite moment of the weekend.
Here are some pictures of what I wore and junk

   A few songs I really liked
  Avicii levels at VELD

I wasted the summer working in Toronto and hanging out with my boyfriend. Not that, that is a bad thing but I barely got to see any of my friends but thems the breaks if you wanna make mad cash and be in love. I finally found a place to live but the rent is expensive but it has a rooftop patio which I approve of severely. At the end of the week I get to drive with my boyfriend 14 hours to thunder bay then leave him for 3 weeks which makes me want to cry. I've never been in a long distance relationship before but I can fly to thunder bay for free whenever I want because my mommy works for the airline. Anyways I love him and I'm going to miss him and his cute nose and body and ugggg fuck.

I havent posted in so long

Wow sorry about that. So my life has been busy. Still trying to find somewhere to live in Toronto. I want to live on Eglinton but I guess that is too much to ask. My boyfriend is moving back to thunder bay soon and I want to cry. SO anyways this weeks plans:
Tuesday: sit on my bum all day and do nothing
Wednesday: work
Thursday: work, my managers going away party
Friday: work, Paul's birthday party
Saturday: veld music festival at downsview park with my cute boyfriend
Sunday: same as Saturday
So This is basically what I've been up to :  

I've lost 5 pounds and am currently sitting at a comfortable 120 pounds. I'm in love with a boy. I work 40 hours a week and I'm starting to get a new life routine together. Less drinking which means easier weight loss, no more hangovers and no more regretful decisions. I'm prioritizing my life in a way where work is going to come first. I feel slightly more grown up and I'm excited for this new chapter to unfold in my life. 20 something and real life is just beginning, apparently.

This week taught me to re consider who my friends are and not to trust people too easily.

Not going out to everything your friends do is part of growing up and being independent and I shouldn't feel upset because people I love are having a good time without me.

In other news I bought the 2 dresses I am wearing for the wedding on the 14th of July

This is the one I am wearing to the church

 

and heres the one I am wearing to the reception