NO

YES

i wish my boobs would not be invisible and my room would clean itself.

Events for this week

Wednesday: Exam, pub
Thursday: Exam, pub
Friday: Shopping, party
Saturday: Clothes swap party
Sunday: Hanging out with David

Gotta watch my calories from drinking this week. My intake today was around 800 calories but I worked out so it was really 300. I sound like an anorexic bitch but jk I <3 food but I like to work out so it's like that ITS LIKE THAT.

So excited for Christmas break which starts for me on Thursday.
Going to be working full time and hanging out with Chantel at my house.
I want to see the Christmas lights downtown Toronto. Maybe make an all you can eat salad buffet and drink wine and go to the movies too.
I'm going to do lots of shopping and maybe I'll buy some pot as a treat for me. Going to go to MTV live and work out 4 times a week and lay in bed and be comfy and maybe go ice skating. I haven't done that in a while. Maybe attend some parties and decorate the house for Chantel's birthday and have a cute new years kiss.
See my family and eat lots of yummy food and play in the snow even though I hate snow.
I want to visit my hometown of Barrie at least once to go to the Queens too.

list things you are good at:

getting offended really easily, being paranoid, obsessive thoughts, being indecisive, putting myself down, starving myself, overeating, procrastinating, complaining, being self conscious, pretending my problems are bigger than they are etc.

Basically I'm not good at anything useful.

shuga daddi

1.Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? idk
2.Have you ever sat in the back of a police car? yes when we got driven home after being mugged
3.Are you stubborn? very
4.If you took a drug test right now, would you pass? high on lyffeeee
5.Who was the last person to be on a bed with you? ;)
6.Do you tend to hold a grudge? yes
7.Who is the last person that pissed you off? my stepmom
8.Whats something that bothers you about girls? they are slutz
9.What’s a fact about the last person that texted you? he’s da best
10.Who sits in behind you in your math class? lol MATH CLASS LOOOL
11.Where is the biggest scar on your body? idk
12.Have you ever been told you were amazing? i don’t need to be told
13.Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? no no never addictions are horrible
14.When was the last time you fought with your parents? yesterday
15.What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank? uhhh beerz
16.What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted? gasinec ;)
17.Do you care if people hate you for no reason? yes y u hate me i so cuuute
18.Who was the last person to play with your hair? idk
19.Do you get along with girls? certain ones that are down to earth and not stupid cunts
20.Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? my mommy and yes she did
21.Who was the last person you kissed on the cheek? prob a cute boy
22.Who are your last 4 txts from? david
23.Who was the last girl you talked to? chantel, she’s sleeping on the floor right infront of me
24.Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? me
25.Would you ever get plastic surgery? no
26.Do you speak any other languages other than English? i wish
27.What was the last lie you told your mother? i don’t lie to my momma dearest
28.Have you ever had to call the cops on someone? scott looool
29.What was the last compliment you received? idk
30.Have you talked to a bitch today? nope
31.Are your parentsdivorced? deevorced
32.Have you had sex today? unfortunately no
33.Do you judge​ people you don’​t know?​ yes omg
34.Are you a bad influ​ence?​ yes hang wit me
35.Is there anyone that’s in love with you right now? i hope so
36.Would you ever live with any of your best friends? i do
37.How many people in your life have you kissed? A LOT like 50 +
38.Are you photogenic? yes
39.Does anyone know a really deep and dark secret about you? yes
40.Do you use birth control pills? nope none of dat shit will enter my body
41.When was the last time you went to a funeral? couple months ago
42.Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you? nope
43.What do you receive the most compliments on? my eyes
44.Do you currently owe anyone money? the government like 40 thou hahahah
45.Would you ever marry anyone for their money? yes shuga daddi where u atttt
46.Do you usually have a lot of drama in your life? yes
47.Who do you think is the most attractive actor? nicholas braun love of my liiife
48.How old is the last person you kissed on the lips? 20
49.Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you? i tend to do this
50.Are you 100% over the last person you kissed? nope
51.What’s one thing you don’t like about yourself? my fat tummy
52.Have you told anyone that you missed them lately? yeee

So tired of my parents fighting over child support money.
My step mom basically accused my mom of so much shit to my face that isn't true.
I hate her. Get out of my face, out of my fucking life. My dad doesn't have the balls to say anything when he can see I'm upset.
I ran out of that house and made my dad come look for me. I'm such a drama queen. Look how much I care.
When did my family become so fucked up OH wait it was never not fucked up.
So upset I vomited up all the food that my "stepmother" made for dinner.I don't want anything she touched in my stomach.
I'm so cold and I want to get out of bed and get warm clothes on but I'd just rather lay in bed and not move and cry.
I'm sad and fucked up and hungry bye.